My Day

Finally, i get my out fit which is from MNG... it is pearl white and it looks elegant... wahhaa

Some of frens say tat it looks nice to me and it is elegant as well... wahah i am so happy and for sure i am not regret i get tat outfit lah

Ytrd was nice and fun... some of my class mate went as well... they are so pretty and handsome which i seldom see they all dress up like ytrd...

Neway... it is a wonderful nite... after the party... me and some other guys went to Bar Savannh for an after party party... wahaha

I am good gal ytrd coz i nvr drink aclohol... coz i don like VODKA (hate it so much)... so i jz go there and enjoy the music and the environment...

I came bek from bar is around 4sth and FINALLY... i can sleep and i nvr wake up till the next day 4 sth afternoon... it is a wonderful nite for me coz i hv nvr sleep such a good sleep after my France trip

Today... quite a boring saturday.... no entertainment
i download a movie called ' The Banquet' and it is boring and sucks and damn damn slow and i am glad tat i finis watching....

My today nth special... but i have taken Tom Yam for my dinner and some tibits for my own self entertainment and satisfaction

TAT MY WEEKEND... SOUND BORING RITE!!!

Another sleepless day

I cant sleep for since my France trip... i ensure tat it is not bcoz of the jet lag but jz cant sleep... it is 4.26 A.M in the morning ... Jasmine n I plan to go Mid Valley for our last shoppin for D&D in the early morning 10 but i still awake....wonder whether can get up or not...sigh

I hope i can get a nice outfit for da D&D which theme is silver, gold and white... its hard to find ya

Today, me and Jasmine actually was searching for clothes in Mid Valley liao but well not enuf time... me n her saw an outfit in ZARA... OMG it is really fantastic and the price oso fantastic man.... but for sure i think Jas is goin to buy it tmr... coz she like it so much n it is nice on her as well...

Me leh has ad one in my mind ....FAT ASS... really scare not look nice on me and oso scare will wear da same outfit v others... Hope can get a really nice and look good on me one!!!

TRY MY BEST TO SLEEP YO

NITE NITE

Belated photos for Paintball

The Survivor of the War


WAR --- start!!!


The tension of the WAR 1

TENSION 2



TENSION 3



After WAR effect ( Fisch)

Paris --- Foix --- Toulouse --- Foix --- Paris---- MALAYSIA

I am happy i am back to my free land .... Malaysia

Today, the 26th of October 2006... suppose to hv a blog last Saturday which is the 21st of October 2006... the day i arrive Malaysia

Well, i am not that happy during my trip... but still i miss sth over there....

000 the weather ( cool and cool and cool ... tats wat i can say)

000 the environment ( green sea... i can only describe it... da grass is waving smoothly like the peaceful sea wave... try to imagine it man)

000 the buildings structure ( i love the sturucture and the color of the building.. it's narrow and brick brown color... alwazys my fantasy)

000 the pets around the street and their shits ( the pets are superb... u cant see it in Malaysia... they are huge but friendly... love it so much)

000 the open air street coffee house ( it is really fantastic... like i am in a movie... wahaha)

Overall... the scenery, the environment are da most memorable thing tat i miss the most... the things which happen over there... i am not goin to think of it and i will forget it forever.... tats my promise to myself

On the day itself which i arrive... one of my close fren msn me but i nvr reply as i hv sleep da whole day and wanted to refresh myself....

The third day.... she msn me again... apologise to me about wat has happen in France... i hv forgiven her.... but on the other hand i feel quite dissapointed and sad to myself.... i nvr tell her my feeling during our conversation but i jz tel her tat it is okay n i understand who is she...

anyhow i will still be the one alwaz be v u when u need me... don worry it is hard feeling to me for a short while... but if i noe u i will understand da inner part of u.... NO WORRIES K!!!

i am sad when u tell me tat i really irritated u ... but really don worry... i accept ur apology and i noe who r u... i will be there alwaz for u when u need me, don feel hesitated when u need help.... to others frens as well....
I alwazys appreciate u all coz u all accompany me for all my lonely life... Thanx so much

Well... there still lots of pics i haven post yet so wait for it y'all

Au Revoir

Ytrd and Today

Ytrd in the early morning, i open my blogger and get some comment from someone who i dunno.... Anyway thanx much for ur advice....

Went to church... it has been months i nvr go... and today's msg was useful and meaningful which that i did with my last two blogs... GRUMBLE

I keep complaining that i was lonely and no loves... but actually after that msg i realize tat i am not tat sad or lonely but i shud bless that my frens are around me... even they are not...but it is becoz everyone has their own space and others entertainment... i shudnt be so greedy to get my frens 24 hr attention and it is selfish too... y shud i grumble v this small situation n make myself feel so pityful... it is jz self pity... SO NICOLE STOP GRUMBLE THAT NO FREN ACCOMPANY... u shud be bless that u hv frens' care n love.... THANK YOU FRENS... I APPRECIATE ALL THE WHILE U ALL WITH ME

Today

Jz came bek from Janice's place early in the morning.... think who i met??? wahaha the lecturer who alwaz avoid from meeting students.... WONG KUM KIT.... wahaha, he is so funny coz he is carrying a green small sling bag and wearing smart formal clothes( try to imagine ppl out there)

Today nite 11.35 pm i will be depart to FRANCE---- PARIS.... Bonjour, Je parle Anglais. Je ne parle pas Francais, Je suis desole.... wahaha... Anyway i will be there tmr morning ( france time) 6.30AM....

I am havin mix feeling... i cant really think of it... i am kind of scare about the trip....NO FUN??? hope not man.... but GOD BLESS ME and MY FRENS .....

**ENJOY FRANCE TRIP**

Packing... dddddddddddd

SATURDAY NITE

I feel so lonely today

Even saturday nite, i am alone

No frens accompany but only myself

<CRIED>

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I am not myslef
Anymore

Love... NOT ME

I am looser again....

Come to LOVE.... i alwaz the slowest

When i have feeling or in love

He is no more available

Am i bound to be LONELY for my whole life

SAD....

INTERVIEW ....... ANTS

Today a bad and hazy day.... i wake up in the early morning to prepare my interview in THE HOT SHOE SHOW CO.

I am so nervous and worry.. I reach there an hour earlier so i seated on a red brick pot which is big and outside of the company to wait the time reach 10am.... When i seated there for a while i feel that my waist is itchy when i found out... it is a stupid RED BIG ANTS biting me.... fuck it.... for a while after, i feel damn itchy and painful.... but i nvr care for it and soon is 10am....

I enter into the company as usual there is damn chun can say... i feel stress " fiiiuuu", the design is like a night club... sound system around, red and white theme ...OMG.... i have lead to a meeting room which is so huge and full of smoke smell.... wah it seems so STRESS.... so i fill in the internship form inside the room and waited the HR to interview me.... when i see her.... she is damn modern and the way she dress is ike goin to club... WTH is really casual to work in event company, i feel myself like older than them 100 yrs....

During the interview....

My feeling at then moment is stress and nervous.... i cant even think of wat she ask me now and i cant even answer a good answer... i can 100% sure that i am fail....coz she talk more than me and telling me that i am still blur that wat is EVENT MNGT... is tru i am still blur..... this is my fault as during the class i nvr pay attention... she telling me a lot about wat is event, and it is not only entertainment or coordinating... is producing and creating.... (WTH how i noe it is my first time step into an event company lah)... at the end of the interview, she asking me did i smoke... obviously not (but occasionlly lah... hehe). then she ask me do i mind working in a smoking environment... obviously not, after she ask me did i drink, i said "YES" and ask me whether i drunk b4 and wa wil i do after i drunk and my ans is YES and SLEEP.... then she tell me tat if u cant drink better hide urself coz firstly is me as a student safety ( this is accepted ).... n secondly to avoid the student to embarras the company ( WTH.... i think i maybe a good drinker than u wei...) but anyway i think i am not accepted.... and she ask me to cal her after my France trip... is quite confuse that shud i proceed to find one more hotel or wait for it ( but my dad say i shud proceed on so i did )

Come bek from interview is around 12 sth... i am so damn tired and i went to bed for a nap till 3 sth and Fanny msn me and tell me tat she is goin to Pyramid and i hv join her.... We go for KFC and serach some present for her friends.... when makaning KFC i found my waist which da damn ants bite is SWOLLEN and when i look at it OMG IT IS RED WITH A LITTLE ROUND SCARE AND IT LOOKS WEIRD.... oh i am desperate now... my mind start thinking whether i will jz DIE bcoz of this bite... coz nowadays lots of ppl kena sth bite then will die for no reason.... (i am so scare i die leh) this is wat come into my mind first.... coz i haven pak tor.... haven go FRANCE ... so wasted leh.... if tmr haven cure i think i need a doctor....

F*** YOU ANTS

this is the scar
doesnt it looks weird and reddish... **YUCKS**

Another take of the scare... i am wonder how a small ants do it???
HOW IT DO IT???

I am headed...i feel so sick with the weather it makes ppl dizzy and uncomfortable.....

**NEED A ERALIER REST.... GOOD NIGHT**

YUMMY YUMMY.... TGIF

After college i have come bek to hv a good nap as i slept 5 sth last nite, is damn exhausted...

Around 6.32pm Julee, she was so smart.... coz she cant get me on msn so she called n wake me up, well i'm famous sleeping pig to all of my fren... wahaha

Using an hour to prepare myself.... Around 7pm, me, Jasmin and the bday gal--- FANNY hv depart to TGIF subang parade.... when we arrive it was fully book so we need to wait there for 15 mins.... so we decided to go hang around the mall....

Tik..Tok..Tik..Tok 15 mins past

Here we Are >>>>> TGIFriday's

We hv seated by the lead of our waitress and start ordering our food.... the waitress is freindly... during the food order... i sdnly think of that TGIF will hv a damn chun performance for the Bday's ... so i ask the waitress to hv a special performance for Fanny(she still blur at the moment) hehe

After ordering the food....

Well photo shooting is on.... hehe

<----- Julee and Fanny

Jasmine and Me--- Nicole----->




For sure IDIOT face will not left out in our memorable photo album

Me v PIG NOSE..... BOOOOOO

Julee v SEXY LICKABLE tongue.... hehe

Food, beverage and appertizer for the day.... don't u notice left out one beverage... is not we cheapskate for ordering 3 cups for 4 but our photographer has miss out .....Duhhhhhh

Food has NO long life and it has destroyed by us.... the human being
but still presentable.... wahaha


Our group photo is damn hard to capture.....
Y??
coz my fren out there is damn fussy and concious of their chubby face and the stretchy tummy
(GALZZZZZ)



Here we comethe bday gal---- Fanny v the present we gave her
(LIKE A STAR *** blink blink***.... said Julee)

We are having fun during the dinner... coz we notice a damn good looking guy serving in the restaurant... well i am not tat interested lah.... wahaha, i did video the performance part when the waitress and waiter singing celebration song for Fanny but is sad tat here i cant post up... Wu~~~

TGIF is a nice place to celebrate bday... it has good services and it provide cake as well tats good man
( COMMERCIAL LINE).... hehe

HAPPY BDAY FANNY

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When i am posting the pictures, i also go n review for others pictures that i have took last yr the same day but was celebrating with the other fren --- Cindy... When i see da pics it loads of memory on my mind.. it is fun and sad as well... coz we r not close anymore as she got a bf... it is unfair to me coz i got the feeling tat she go close to me is bcoz she want to hook up with the guy who use to be my "so called" best fren after he break up with his previous ex.... y i said "so called"coz we are no more friendship now.... is he using me when he is alone? is he coz of needed a fren only fren v me?.... i hv no ans only this two will noe themselves... think it back they are selfish and they make me sad and dissapointed... So better don think of it coz is not worth to make me moody to think of the two

This blog has take me two days to finish it... it is a tired construction wahaha... coz i have waited the pics from my fren and jz post half way ytrd nite and now FINALLY ...... FINISHED

Pyramid --- Raining Day

Tmr is Fanny's bday , so me n Jasmine have decided to go pyramid to get her some present
B4 goin i got sth to get for her in my mind which is da earing tat Rainie Yang wear in the drama names " Devils beside me " which i am wearing now.... hehe, n i called Julee to tell her tat our dinner will be held in TGIF.... so she suggested to get her a panty.... so now we got two choices


My new earing which looks like navel ring
(but it is not la)




I spent an hour to poke this earing into my ear hole ( is painful)


Then hop into a cab... when reach pyramid go around n around... but cannot get da earing (SAD)
So, we go to the lingerie shop to get her a sexy T- back or G-string, but manatau pun tak ada lah... OH MY GOD.... PYRAMID LEH!!!!!!

So, we go into SOX WORLD coz Jasmine need to get some socks for her France trip ( but at the end she nvr get one) but we saw a set of winter scarf and cap.... it is pink ( Fanny's favourite).... we standing there, investigate it, discussing whether want to buy it or not.... but Jasmie come out a decision tel me tat " Y not we try to look for others, then come bek to get it if really cant get anything" .... " OK " .... so we go around and around again....

F.O.S ( lots of socks hanging there)

" come, go n look for some socks"
" K ... ( touching da socks) Erm.... this not bad ya, can keep warm leh"
" ya, not bad, better than jz now wat we see in the other shop" ( start touching n choosing)

So suppose to get Fanny's present, but we jz start hang around in da shop ( Well, GALS.... wahaha) start trying clothes and pants.... i nvr get anything but Jas did... Since time past so fast so we decided to get da set of winter scarf n cap for Fanny lo... easy n useful for her france trip oso.. hope she like it

Well... i oso get a baju for clubbing in French Blues la.... coz i run out of clubbing clothes...wahaha
i think is quite old for me.... but Jas said is ok oh coz inside da club siapa nak tengok??? hehe tru oso lah....

So we go to Giant to get some stuff for France trip again.... so excited ... from da day i start purchasing France trip thingy i think i spend around RM 80 for food and RM 400+ for my stupid long sleeves clothes ( coz i nvr wear long sleeve so got to buy ) and other stuff...
So.... we buy maggie mee ( when i see the mees my stomach is protesting coz it is hungry liao)...
n i suggested to eat sth b4 go home.... After the aunty shopping we went to Kim Gary....

In Kim Gary

Come to a topic about frenship think of Fanny and Julee, this two of my fren are my precious and we spent lots of cherrished moment together ... We noe each other went da day i step in the college.... Hwai Hwai is another one who appear in my mind... i feel so wasted tat me n her frenship jz end bcoz i got conflict v her bf.... i am sad and she is to weak to handle LOVE thingy i damn scare she will kena bully by her bf... ( don ever bully her.... if not i will wack u till cacated).... but still wish them FOREVER LOVE

Sdnly.... Jas ask me hv i ever think of who i wan to have sex with... so i jz tell her tat i only think of one guy... whoever noe me u will noe lah.... hehe
then she ask "no others? "... ( Thinking seriously ) wah our college really don hv a guy attract me man... WTH so sad case.... she oso tell me tat if she need some happiness she oso cant think of anyone in the college... so so so poor lah.... LENG CHAIs WHERE ARE U ?????
Time past fast, goin to 12 mid nite... so we decided to ciao earlier so can pay less for the cab.... when we step out from K.Gary it was pouring heavily OMG is really heavy one.... so we went to the taxi counter and it charge us RM7.50 ( When i see da clock is 12.03am) foooun...

In Ridzuan

WTH.... when we step out from the cab... the rain is pouring towards me and Jas... and i am wet n the water is leaking from my hair ... da corridoor was covered with water.... i am wet and is in a damn sorry figure... my hair wet.... half of my body wet and the plastic bag i holding is wet..... i come to blk C to get my book from one of my fren... when come down n walk out from the lift... the way to my own blk is really diasater.... da corridoor covered v water and i am wondering whether i need to walk thru or not but i make my decision to walk if not i will freeze n get sick.... run along the corridoor...... when i reach my blk.....

WTF..... the rain is not pouring but is like sprinkling the flowers with a strong paip water... keep sprinkle on me so i hide inside the mail box corridor which is peaceful and without water n CLEAR.... thinking again shud i go n press da lift button.... when da moment i see da rain i am so scare to fight with and the wind ... the wind like blowing me away i cant stand still... but i am so cold and like a drenched chicken... so brace myself to fight v the rain... but luckily tats one of the lift at groundfloor... so i jz get in the lift n finally i am home... wah now think of it i am like fighting v the rain man..... I AM THE CHAMPION though... hehe

i am wet and get a warm shower.... when i come out i start sneezing and running nose... and get some pill... but i am fine now... hehe

Is 3.39 AM in the morning.... so need to sleep lo

Adios

WEDDING

Today i went to one of my father's best fren's daughter's wedding, actually i was jz replace my dad (he needs to go for his colleague farewell) and gv my mom accompany....

So it has held in a guild which malacca has alot one lah for those chinese.... So it was a huge and cooling place... i don like it as it is too chinese... the ceiling full of tanglong ( no choice oso coz MoonCake Fest comin soon).... the deco of the stage is so chinese as well the drape is RED like CNY.... well for a chinese they might think tat it means Prosper for them... i was tellin my mom tat the deco is too over and i tell her tat my wedding dinner must deco with white n purple ( my favourite color) and it is so romantic... if possible i will make it in somewhere western as i think i need a garden wedding with LAVENDER..... wahaha think so far... my mom jz speechless lah coz i alwaz tell them i dont want to be married somemore think so much.... wateva go bek to my topic

Da waitress n waiter start serving us with da ' leng pan ' ( first dish tat alwaz serve in da dinner lah ).... wah see da food feel so yucks ( sry to say tat but is not tat good lah coz too oily to me) then karaoke is prepare for those who like to syok sendiri lah... but luckily the ppl who sing still well prepared and can say is nice voice lah... so no comment on it too much...

Well da food still serving... the karaoke still move on with music and those SS stil singing lah.... come to da fifth dish... the bride n groom go on stage for toastin, cutting cake and pouring champaigne.... when i see it i really can feel da happiness... but critism still on in my mind(well i am chinese no choice wahaha) the guy is not good looking at all can say he looks "ah beng" really is not tat i am vain... is so wasted tat the gal married him coz she is damn pretty big eyes, slim body... blah blah.... think it bek is not my business oso hehe... is jz faith btw them...wish them happy alwaz lah....

Now da parents go on stage... wah da two moms were so standard high class lah... on da stage like fighting v their wellness WTH... stop ok coz is not ur day but ur daughter n son's day ok... AUNTY WAKE UP

ok... da brides mom is someone important in some association lah... damn big biji ( 憭批��) one...so the preseident of the association hv some damn expensive gift for the brides and like having some academic award ceremony (the most famous singer.... NICOLE) wahaha... so da stupid ceremony has continue for almost 45 mins only stop... finally i can hv a good dinner... i was distracting by those stupid thingy which keep happening during my dinner is kind of piss off man... but well goin to finis... so i called my dad to come over n fetch us....

this dinner is ok to me.... but sometimes i feel tat chinese like to show off their wellness to ppl to tell da whole world tat they are so well so rich and so on.... not tat i am envy but it is too much coz love and happiness cant be replace by anything so jz keep for urself.... the main thing is telling urself tat hv to maintain da happiness and the love but not using money to buy it or show off but end up v divorce... i am not sayin my father's fren's daughter lah don misunderstand

In the car

Pa i think next time our wedding... dunno whether ur fren will come or not leh?

Arh... i am not goin to invite so many ppl lah.... is too exaggerate ya... most important is tat u can last forever
(Thinkin... is tru oso lah) But i scare ur fren will not give u face to attend leh

Who said... last time my wedding, i nvr even gv invitation... all da ppl i ajak they all come oso

Arh.... sure boh??? ( my father is ego sometimes hehe... but he is honest la.... n funny hehe)

Yalah.... they all gv face one ya

OK

Go for a ride and talking others nonsence lah.... (!@#$%$^@&*^&%@$&^&*)


At home

Packing my stuff, goin bek kl tmr morning

Sway away....... PPPPPPPPPPhhhhh.......