I Done Something WrongWednesday... the boring day... find da whole world no one wanna accompany me for clubs....
One of my fren came n visit me who i hv ask to club v me but she refuse as goin for an interview da next day.... so it happens tat one of her boy fren cal her for club as well.... she refuse oso
but i am itchy kaki so i really wan to find someone to accompany for club... so my fren ask me to follow him.... da first thing come to my mind is " NO MAN!!! go club v a stranger and my fren is not there oso" but still i am struggling as i really need a hyper day!!!!
At the end i follow him.... a person i not even noe for 1 min
First impression to this guy is damn quiet n nvr talk much.... as a "So called fren" i try to crap alot of nonsence to talk to him... but he only gv me an ans according to my question... NERD rite!!! but i like this kind of guy... is like so not bad and pleasant!!!!
so we depart n go till setapak n fetch his fren... so of course i hv talk nth to him....
reach thai club... da most "lala" place i alwaz refuse to go but if in da mood still can layan (hehe)
so we start drinking listening to others talking.... he start da conversion "
u feel boring come out v me"... i give him da ans"
yes, u are too quiet n i duno wat to talk to u".... situation goes bek to silent
Finish drinking... his fren drunk n his gal taking care of him for a while.... so he went out from da club of course i need to follow him lah... coz he is so called my fren lo
Then he start telling me about his ex- gf who has jz broken up v him 1 mth ago.... so i jz tell him "
don think too much... no gal wont die" then keep talking
In the car... he fetch his frens bek... so me and him again in da car...
He tell me all his thing from family till his gf... and so happen one of my fren oso his gf.... wat a coincidence... but who cares!!!!
So... during the conversation i feel tat this guy is so so so pleasant and i hv kind of like him.... wahaha bitchy leh... but is comfortable to talk to him ( really is my feeling )
he need to go for work so ask me to accompany him... well when u feel comfy with someone n can talk alot alot of thing so i jz say ok la.. n he seems pity oso!!!!
When i follow him to da office... still peace and warm.. talking , joking, talk bout his work and blah blah blah
then he start telling me"
u said i am easy to trust ppl, y u oso so easy to trust me"... i tel him"
coz i feel tat u are pity ma, so jz gv u accompany la... if u dare to do anything to me i will kil u"
WAt a childish conversation rite!!! but is so nice when u in my situation coz is a comfy and warm feeling to me!!!! da love like blooming... wahaha (think to much actually)
but he has made me dissapointed as he think tat i am a
ONE NITE STAND gal
story goes like tat....
He start lying on my shoulder, on my head as i am sitting n lay on da chair.... i am ok first as maybe he need some console or maybe he still in heart pain so jz borrow a shoulder only lah ... ... so i jz let him lay on me.... but slowly i think it is not a good think and i start to wake him up to finis his work.....lately he said he want to go home as no more mood to work... so we depart from his place n went home
Reach home... sleeping
He called... but i nvr ans n gv him a miss cal... he cal me again
He start asking me
He(H), Me(M)
H: If jz now i really did sth bad to u, u really will kill me?
M: Yes, but don think too much, is over
H: (asking my fren who has be in a realtionship v him)
M: Don think too much, she is over
H: ACTUALLY u oso WAN jz now rite
M: (thinking) YA !! but i control myself, but is over don think
H: Ok
M: Ok lah, go n sleep
H: ok niteDa next day, i did ajak him to club, n ask him to gv me an ans b4 5 ,, but he nvr so i msg him
M: feelin better? sleeping ya? don think too much, chill ya
H: Working now, then leh? go where tonite?
M: Goin clubbing, wanna come?
H:Don wan lah, do others thing i wan la, u want?
M: wat things? i wan clubbing only
H: told u last nite ald, BAD thing
M: no to everything but only clubbing
H:Don know wat u mean
M: I mean i wan clubbing only
H:then bad thing leh?
M: ( no more ans to him)After tat he oso nvr reply me or cal me
Actually i am really sad... as i have alil bit liking him as he is so pleasant n sincere
But i am angry v myself as well coz i hv ans him da wrong thingy,... and make him feel tat i am not a good gal but a bitch
So actually i am hoping sth to happen,... but it is no more da chance as he nvr sms or cal me after this all incident....
Actually i wan to kiss him only... not da sex thingy but he think tat i need SEX
my fren tell me better stay away from him as he is taking advantages on me only
so haiz... even though i am hoping sth
but i noe there is nth will happen....
jz let it
FLOWNicole stay cool... u will get someome really worth wei..... PEACE!!!!!
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