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I DON WANT TO BE A GIVE IN PERSON ANYMORE

i don wan to be give in anymore as i find out that it wont be getting any appreciation from them!!!
so y am i doin so....

so whoever need my help now.... if i can help I WILL...if i cant help I WONT EVER FEEL SORRY OR GUILTY ...

I try my best to be my part but u are abusing my kindness...

I am no more da one that ppl tot i am easily USE or said BULLY!!!

Fuck those ppl who making me like THIS!!!

WAH...SUDAH LAMA TAK POST>>>>hehe

ok...I have been so so so lazy to blog nowadays....
but have to if not i will be forget alot of thing tat hv happen the last 1 month

First...yeah i have scandal with some random guy again and he is now in Japan so we hv loose out contact and me have slowly forget but sometime still thinking of him la...wahhaa...but me recover nicely liao la...

Second...me been lazy to do my work...lazy to get sales...DIE!!! as next month for sure no comission lo...how to SURVIE!!! ARGH

Third...I HAVE LOST MY BELOVE HPW800i...I hate the stupid banana man...wu~~~ n i lost everything n oso HIS CONTACT...I cry like a baby....but now i am fine liao and get another phone W890i...hehe kind of like it now as da very first day i bought it i not really like it...

The last but not least which is a GOOD NEWS...I HAVE LOST 7KGS YO!!!>>..so so so happy...ahaha...I really put my effort for the last 3 mths and it reallly get me bek da result,...happy!!!

Ok let me tell u how it happen tat my phone got stolen...
me backside itchy...haha normally i wil go to USJ10 some shop to get my lovely banana...but tat day i tot of maybe i can go to this market stall which selling cheaper one to get...
so i went there...by da time i wanna get my wallet to pay for my banana...i throw my phone into my bag which i hold it all da while till i grab my wallet out...
so this stolen thing happen....I think da banana guy saw i throw da hp in n i jz let my bag to be open...n from there he jz take out my phone...n my lovely W800i and those lovely msg n lovely contact have say bye bye to me forever....wu~~~so so so even now think of it oso heart ache ya....
HAIZ!!!

but my fren tell me this is all fated and da god wan me to be myself again n forgot everything has happen da last mth...yeah I think tat so

hehe...tats my update and thinng has happen da last few mths la...I will be good gal again n get some lovely one to love me,...wahaha

P/S: I noe is not tat easy but follow God's fate la....yeah

BLESS ME MY DEAR LORD!!!AMEN!!!

Something is going wrong to me!!!

I have been so long nvr blog.
So sry that i will start with a sad blog!!!

I have been so down down mood the last few days....
Me fell v someone who has gf....n we have done sth which is over our frenship

I am so so so deprive n mess now....
But thnx lord he has send alot of angels to me to warm my sadness....
to cool my emotion....I seriously hate myself of doin all this things......

I hate hate hate myself....but i cant tel anyone anymore as i told them i hv recover n wan to be as usual as I am...but it needs time...n now PMS...so my emotion is consider CRAZY....

I hate myself as I hv done sth i nvr think b4...especially da way he tell me tat I miss him in super confident way n it tells me tat he noes how much I miss him...Yes I miss him but he cant miss me...as for him is jz a temporary feels tat he wan to get from outside his gf world..

I hate myself as I alwaz tel my fren that i will not except a person to be the third party n now I am...though I pull back,... but da evil side of me still wish for sth to be happen...i am so cruel n selfish...I know

I hate myself... I cant really be tough when I come to watch the hong kong series,....I feel all the sentence n plot is all like reflecting my sin I hv done...I cant tolerate n I cry every single scene....

I hate myself though all the angels have send me msg to ask me forget him....but I still struggle on that...y cant i jz be awake...

I hate myself as I miss him so much and will think tat if he is thinking or missing me as well...n I noe tat it is impossible....

I feel myself is a like a cheap bitch.........I hate hate hate myself....ppl will tel me jz forget it n take it as a lesson or experience....but for me is hard as I nvr touch on love b4 n I fall for this time....

My fren tell me...in a person life time,...there is lots of passer by...maybe this is one of ur passer by in ur life,...n lord wan u to collect all the passer by pros n cons n one day he will send u a REAL LOVE in ur life....

LORD i pray for it LORD....I need ur support to make me stronger and able to handle the passer by

Thnx to my lord n my dear angels....
Thnx for listening to me

Please give me sometime n I will do my best to be back to normal...

I feeling better now ;-)

Photos.... some regular i am doin for this monthe

Wat Else?? Clubbing lo wahaaha

Bar Celona
be our main entertaining club since it has open
Y? as is near and we noe someone there so is more fun lo....
but da bottle is very expensive la so only go for Ladies nite lo
WAHAHA

Nadia ,Jun and ME
(me n Nadia wearing same color..hehe)

Seong, Nadia n ME
(Seong is Nad's collegue..quite fun i think hehe)

Nadia n ME
(Best Dancing Partner Ever!!!)
Fun to be with


Cocoa Banana
A very New Club located at Sunway
Not really nice but i Drunk tat nite and it is dangerous as i drove bek from da club
n send my pals back home.... Think bek was so scary

Jun n ME
(i like this photo i look pretty n sexy...wahaha)
SIMPLY

Gan ma,Yng
Iris, SinYee n ME
(Pals i fetch bek home after club...beside SY)
So sry as i am drunk luckily u all r safe send home
HEHE

That's it some nice update...ehehe

...no topic...randomly

I been stop smoking for a month plus 5 days

When i tel my pals tat i have quit smoking they feel it unbelievable as i am actually a heavy smoker since da day i noe them...

But seriously speaking... alot of ppl tell me that when quit smokin u will feel uneasy,running nose alot of things will happen...but i feel nth as i pray hard for this issue....i feel it nth if i am takin a ciggs,... is like i am not a smoker b4

The day i quit smoking is da day of da Resolution of Jesus Christ-Easter Day...I am proud of myself as i really did it from my heart... I really hope tat my frens-especially gals they can quit smoking....
Since i quit smoking i realise tat on a smoker body there alwaz a smell... a smell tat can tell everyone tat u are a smoker...it is harsh n strong smell....I feel tat i cant take da smell anymore it is sucks....


so my dear gal frens....try ur best to quit smoke ok....it really kill our health....coughing la....lung pain la...cant breath la...lots of health probs...TRY UR BEST!!!

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I am tired with my fren who LOVE MONEY MORE THAN ANYTHING

She can jz fall in love with anyone who is rich and jz hv alil bit feeling...than after a few weeks or a month she will jz broke up with those guy as da reason is tat all da guy cant afford da way she spend( this is all those guy come n tell me one)

Y da guy cant spend on her??
let me tell u

1) Heavy smoker. one day can smoke more to 3 packets of cigg
2) Clubbing.club is like her 2nd house without club like without life
3) Spend. Love to eat good food all da guy hv to spend on her, love shoppin need all da branded bags n purse
4)Time. Like to spend time with da bf prefer 24/7.da guy no need work liao
5)Phone. wont pick up phone if come to quarrel then make da guy feel tension wondering where she is
6) Nag. Don like ppl to nag on her if not BREAK UP will be da ending

Sometimes i am wondering... y is this ppl can jz treat their life like tat...is so meaningless...is there any happiness to them? change bf like changing clothes....jz da lil feeling than can say is FALL IN LOVE!!! don u think is childish,.....she is no more young but still treat her life like tat

I really wish tat she can get a bf or husband tat is really treat her good n rich FOREVER!!!!

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTING BUT NO MONEY WILL BE VERY CHAM!!!

but somehow we need to weigh da importance of da usage of money but not spending on all this thing....even how rich u are.., da money still will finis one day.... human will getting older n older if we are not doin anything tat can keep a good memory than da purpose to live in this world is NO PURPOSE!!!!

Tired of talking all those gal tat treat money like everything... jz wan to get a rich man....Y not u all do ur best n earn urself don u think it is more worth n meaningful....NO LOVE got MONEY than can jz paktor liao...CHILDISH!!!STUPID thing ever....IS URS MEANS URS IF NOT y not stand firm n find ur own way to live a better life????do u noe MONEY kill person who LOVE MONEY more than anything else

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Yeah ....This month i finally has hit my target... I am so happy as i hv did some result but oso scare as next mth if cant make it i will feel shy liao la....wahaha

But it will be a easy mth for me as i teach tuition as well n earn about RM 500+ n plus my comission there is around RM800+... so this mth i will hv around RM3000+... then i can hv a better life this mth la... but somehow i hv to save as hope to get a nice condo for myself in 5 to 10 yrs... hope my salary will keep da amount like this everymth then i can earn more n get a house soon....HOPE IT WILL COME TRUE!!!

Okay!!! i think i hv update my this whole mth story in this blog...hehe is quite a good way to tell in once instead everyday write as i am too LAZY wahaha

I feel so tired but cant sleep but will watch some nice TVB series... they are da most meaningful series ever!!! strongly recognise!!! hehe

Ciaoz....

Do and Dont's from my Fucking Stupid Landlord

1.Open, truthful and honest communication is expected
(well, I am thinking sometime your sister voice is irritating and pls ask her to keep the mouth shut and talk softly)...this for sure i wont tell in front of u as u are so damn scare of ur sis stupid coward)

2. NO SMOKING in any part of the house.However, you may smoke far away outside and ensure the second hand smoke does not get into the house.( well this i s agree and say sry)

3. Friends are not allowed to come over too often or stay overnight. Short visits are okay, but not for prolonged periods. Family members are welcomed to visit once a while( so i wanna ask is boyfriend consider family or jz fren le??)

4. Lights, Fans and washing machine must be switched off when no one is in the room, toilet, hall or kitchen( well.sometimes forget to switch izzit will cost u thousand of cents???)

5. Only light cooking is allowed.(Since when u see me hv heavy cooking? i think u hv cook more heavy then me lo...all da oil smell alwaz make my room smell so oily)

6. Wash used cooking utensils and do not leave it unwashed for more than 2 days.( I have been seeing u nvr wash ur pan for 1 week, if u think of saying ppl pls look at urself first)

7.Tha vaccum cleaner,TV,fridge,gas stove & washing machine are allowed to be use.(thnx much but i think 1 week i maybe only use once,CHEAP)

8. Duplication of keys is strictly prohibited and unauthorized entry to the house is a serious offence.( Then y u duplicate the key for ur sis le?)

9.Make the effort to dispose of your rubbish/waste in a neat and tidy manner.( hello!!! pls look at the kitchen whose thing is simply throw around? and I only throw once in ur precious dustbin and u expect me to throw away all da rubbish for you?)

Well i think i need to talk to her about some issue which i nvr done in this fucking stupid house... she is making things ridiculous and unpredictable...is she lost her hormone in this age? I think i will ask lots of bugler to FUCK her thru she go crazy....

Dear ppl if u meet this kind of landlord pls try ur best way to move out.... I am goin to move very soon... Pls help me to search a room

Freaking tired of stayin here think of some place to move haiz...

HELLO!!!

Wau... after viewing my own blog only notice that i nvr been blog for one month... It such a long time man...

Well, actually da past one month do happen lots of thing... but is not really related to myself but my frens...

but jz have the feeling to blog for today...(hehe)

Been lots of drama happen since i noe this bunch of frens....

the very first story is this guy name...'hong zhu'... he has scandal v his best fren a gal name 'stephy' for 2 yrs... and this guy has intro her to his best fren name 'alex'(well guys 'hong zhu' has wife and alex hv nvr date b4)

This gal can say she kinda bitcy as from wat her action we see and she act is like she love money more than wateva (especially LOVE)...

Well... i think this kind of gal is every guys DREAM.... coz they are 'INNOCENT' as they will act like so girly and cute in front of those stupid guys...

the story is sth like this.....
Hong Zhu=H, Hong Zhu's Wife=W,Alex=A,Stephy=S

H and S are frens since primary sch, and H is in love v W for 6 yrs and married but H is also in love v S... H and S alwaz keep contact and wherever H go S will follow but no W as she need to take care her cute baby at home... she such a wonderful lady as she nvr demand on following H to anywhere and always give in H... but H nvr appreciate but still has scandal v da S... and H very confirm that he like S so much as S alwaz gv care on him n as well he gv care to S but not W...(complicated)

But from S side le.... she said she only treat H as a very best fren.... but S action is like.... when H msg (anytime) she will still reply and go out v him for any shit things happen (ppl out there, if u are a normal person will u think 'senget'? and u noe tat H like u?) and beside S n H can hug each other infront of W... as S is so sad n H need to cuddle her(WTF)

and come A, he is H best fren... and H alwaz push A to go after S,.... end up A has successfully to get S... but da story happen again.... H start to blame A tat he has betray him as he has take S away from him...(haiz)... and H start to do stupid thing like drinking like hell... taking drugs to make A feel guilty...

How this all thing has settle???
It happens in a club name 'Flam', is H bday and he alone drinking in da club n talking v da S... but well H is still fed up v A about all this shit has happen.... after all the calming from S and H best fren and also A spend on him a RM100 cakes and jugs of beer... and also come W to settle... H only can accept the true tat he has wife and must bless A n S together....

and it has end so called happily but..... we really bless A as he is a good guy n scare da bitchy S will betray him.... bless u A (though i am not so close to him...hehe)

This is part 1 of my dramatic life nowadays

But i am tired,...
so will try to update the next story da next day or maybe later la

Well...to tell da ppl out there

I really cant trust guys... as there is too much of real story happen around me.... i am tired to hear and see

I really hope i can get someone true love but i wont put too much hope... as i rather love my family and myself than a GUY

Well hope couples hv a good life and be reality to some circumstances don be blind in love... as it kill u da faster than any other thing

Please differentiate the perceptual and the rational

Romantic doesn't mean anything coz we are in a reality world

is not tat i wan to be a negative thinker.... but still need to be consider...It kills...

Well i am tired need a rest