Blackie Day

ARGH..... a SUEY day for me...Y?
Let me tell u the story

Me and Jasmine (colleague) went to klang bayu for meeting client... but one of my client was stuck in some other place, so i hv to meet here up somewhere in Tesco (bukit tinggi)

So when i reach there...was quite blur bout da direction....
so jz stop by at da petrol station... after da tel conversation.....
i start my journey....And this SUEY thing has happen

I over drive on top of the divider and my whole car was shaking terribly
so for safety purpose....Jasmine has ask to go down from da car n check

Go down...See

MY TYRE PUNCTURE and MY CAR BOTTOM HAS DENTED

WTF!!!!!

Cal for help... and thnx LORD....Frannie's brother Frankie has come to safe us...(Thank you very much) after all da process of fixing bek da spare tyre.... he has bring us to da nearest Tyre shop to change a new tyre...

Was struggling when i am changin da tyre as my other 3tyres are from GOODYEAR but this is MICHELIN... so scare that it cant attach to each other.... but after some conversation v my dad... i hv decided to change.... as there is no more resources.... so bcoz of safety purpose again... i hv ask them to check my alignment,balancing,engine and ti cost me RM200!!!! HAIZ

Well.... Frankie was kind, he fetch us to the public bank to withdraw money.... after withdrawing out my money.... on the way bek to da tyre shop... sth happen again...WAT???

His car engine burn and smoke keep coming out from da bonnet

.... by force we need to come down from da car.... open up da bonnet smoke is so strong and black oil is keep leaking..... so he has to cal da foreman to check on it....

as we are on da half way bek to da tyre shop... we have accompany him to wait for da foreman but he has called his mother to fetch us bek to da tyre shop../.. and they was so bz as tmr is da Chinese Christmas.... so we need to do sth name"tang yuen"(for eating one)

end up their mother is da rescuer.... and THANK YOU SO MUCH to FRANNY,FRANKIE,and the MOMMY!!!

without the help of u... i will be lost

Thanx again and thanx da LORD who send us da angels....

Though is a terrible day....but i always believe that it will end with happiness as we have the Saviour ....Lovely FATHER...

THANK YOU SO MUCH

Yeah!!!Update

I am 22 la

Have been celebrating a superb bday party with me crazy buddies

I hv resign la
Going to new company 'Super Pages' on the 3rd of Dec

I have instinct sooner i will be in love
Wahaha.... seriously feel like goin to have some realtionship soon, waiting for it... hope is the first and last... n of course is a good one....wahaha


My wish for this year bday is...
I wan someone who I love and he loves me...wahaha

Happy bday to myself

photo is pending...

New Hair Look

3rd October 2007
(Like it So Much)

Sexy


Adorable

Stupid

Normal

Well been keeping long hair since I am 12 yrs old... till now ad 10 yrs
This is the first time I have make this serious decision to cut a short hair

But I am so happy.... Spend little but I receive bunch of praising....wahaha so happy neh!!!

Convocation (16th September 2007)

Hooray.... Finally i have officially graduate la... I am so so so happy... on tat day i have receive my very first bouquet of flower which is the mixture of lily and roses from my family.... oh ya n my favorite Snoopy v a graduation hat... so cute

In our life... there is 4 things the family and friends couldn't miss to attend... which is the 21st bday which i hv a wonderful one and i am glad and thnx to my family as well to hv tat.... the 2nd one is the graduation la.... hahaha Yeah my lovely family and frens have attended... i am so happy neh

It is a very rush but memorable day lo.... I hope I can experience it again but.... is quite hard.... Well the next one will be the wedding la.... wahaha i am thinking will i get marry for my this life or not man.... hope tat GOD wont forget me to send someone is really onto me lo.... hehehe,The last but not least of course the end of everyones ya.... funeral(don talk bout tat, is sad things ya...)


Well, of course pictures are available ya....
VIEW:

This is me with the robe and graduation hat la
PROUD FOR MYSELF
HA....

The most appreciate one of course MY LOVELY PARENTS (so blur but i like this pictures)
Thnx for giving me the chance to study and graduate
Much Much Love.... MUACKSSSS


Bravo
This is an action of SUCCESS!!!!
YEAH

New Born Baby--- Whitey (MBM4362)

My Baby has born today21st August 2007 which is my new car(Myvi, white) la...Today has drive her bek from my working place... I am so nervous till my leg oso shaking... n hallelujah i has safely reach home...i am a lousy driver.. really hope tat i can able to be an expert one day....God Bless

After i came home as need to park inside Court 10 n of course need to apply for parking la... It cost me RM210...for 4 mths n advance payment lo

So, I drove my landlord- Angel with me from our place to my taipan to withdraw money then go to the management office to apply parking pas...Wah, I can tell tat she is terrified v my driving skill la... I keep sayin sry to her... feel so paisei coz i am so lousy n dangerous driver ya.... I realy pray on nth happen on me and the car man ....

God Bless Me Everyday!!!
I need to brush up my driving skill
Who willing to sacrifice n practice with me ya? Thnx much lo...Wahaha

Bless me to be an Expert Driver!!!

hihi... I am back

Today i would like to post sth which happen last Friday...hehe I noe is hilarious to be post a last week incident.... but then i am quite a bz la.... wahaha Last Friday 10th August... I went with Iris, Yng, Susama and Catherine to Ipoh for a Makanan trip ya.... da food is damn damn damn damn super good n delicious....it can be say tat is the best food i ever taken ya... wahhaa exaggerate abit la.... coz need to upsell it oso la.... but seriously la the food there is cheap n delicious and superb nice la.... got chance go n hv a try man.... u wont regret...hehe... i feel myself like an advertiser wahaha

Ok... here is some pictures tat we have taken during our wonderful Ipoh trip....

Let's view

This is our first supper in Ipoh... Old town

da chicken is superb delicious....
my saliva is leaking wahaha...
This is da 'Nga Choy Gai' v' Yue Guang Hap' and ' Zhu Yok Yun'
Wonderful supper rite!!! Go n get a try man!!!!

Okay!!!
this is their Dim Sum...
Well it look disgusting coz it has ad finis ya!!!
We enjoy da food till forgot to take pictures....
Wasted neh!!!
But their Dim Sum is 100x better than KL la
Got to try man
ngek ngek ngek!!! (Thnx to Yng who bring us around during the trip and let us enjoy the traditional food there)

Well.... so sad we only take this two pictures for our supper and breakfast... the others we hv totally forgot of take la... Sad neh... well i noe i have chance to go there and makan still ... so i will surely take some pictures n show here ya!!! wait lo hehe

Another main purpose we went there is coz of the summer concert la... tat one is oso a big Boom for our nite ya.... is really fantastic nite.... I have promise myself no more concert party,... but will i do enjoy and somemore it is FREE wahaha... The theme of tat day is "Wu Dong" means "Dance"... wah is so suitable to me man.... n i have a crazy nite there oso la.... wahhaa

This is the Summer Concert which held in Padang Ipoh la


The gals during the Ipoh Trip... Brave leh
(Thnx to WeeSin who drive us there)

One more person to thank is .....

Our Fren... So Mei la
( she is really a tour leader who take us from east to west man...thnx Much)
we have take some nice n funny photo in her house

Let's view

Taken in So Mei's place v payjamas after our breakfast Dim Sum
Pretties from left (Wee Sin, Me, Susama, Yng, Iris)
Hehe...portrait ya

This is the kitchen la
Ha well she(So Mei) is the host... see wat a good host ya....
haha

The Funny Photos...Wahaha

Well.. I have a nice weekend
Thank You

A day full with story...

• 04 August is Yng Yng bday...

HAPPY BDAY YNG YNG!!! yo yo yo

• 05 August is da last day Choosn Syen in KL

WE WILL MISS U MUCH

Okay let start the story....

Friday 03/08/2007 was Yng yng 20's bday... we have celebrate v her in this Mexican Restaurant Las Carettas inUSJ( as i am stayin here now... so normally our dinner time will be hang around this area...haha) this is wat i hv suggest to them as it is easier for us to head off to KL poppy... (haha of course got next round beside the dinner mah... we so young) hehehe....So around 10 of us (gals+2 guys) has illegally enter poppy as the limit age is 21... but our bday gal is jz a 20 yrs old lady ... but somehow we have safely spend a happening nite there...we have trumpet yng yng with Chivas (3 seconds... but i think we have drag it to about 6 seconds...wahaha).... but luckily our bday gal has fully enjoy her nite.... this is da main thing we need to gv her in the bday man... haha


Saturday 04/08/2007... this is the last Choon Syen stay in KL la,... he is leaving to Johor for a better future... We willl really miss u Choosn Syen.... I am really sad tat he is goin to leave us man .....

My dear Choon Syen,

We will really miss you so so much ya.... still remember those day tat u are so quiet till everyone is not dare to go near u.... ur attitude is so cool and calm and boring... we even dunno wat u are thinking and wat to talk to you... but i think we have change u rite? He become a very optimistic youngster... he is no more boring but bring lots of fun to us... and dare to do wateva stupid thing tat we ask him to do... he has really change... happy to see a happy guy like you!!
Still remember one of these day... it was raining superb heavy and it is a saturday... but coz of the rain i have to stuck in my office for 2 hours till 5 sth... tat time i was alone.... thunder and rain has really terrified my nerve.... but my dear choon syen... he has purposely drive from Sunway to USJ jz to pick me up... TQ so so so much... i really appreciate it!!!

In Yng's bday... he has also really enjoy himself... he is not a clubbing kaki and can say nvr been to a club last 1 yr in KL... but i think is also coz of us... he be in club more often now.... he is a very funny dancer wahaha (think back also feel like laughing loud)....

We really appreciate this fren.... I think the one who miss him 100% one will be Iris and Yng Yng... they are the one tat see him change and see him grow after all the unhappy incident... he is a guy tat we will alwaz treat him as a 'sister' as he is really really fun to mix with n joke with....

Choon Syen... Wish u all the best in the future and we wil miss u much much

Do Take Care yourself and happy alwaz ya!!! Cheers!!!

Again...Happy 20th bday Yng Yng....

p/s: pictures pending.....;-)

I am back!!!

Wahaha...nvr blog for a months... and i am bek today

I hv move out from my lovely Ridzuan condo for two weeks lo...
i been moving in to USJ court 10 the 15th July 2007
n from tat day on my life have change.... wahaha

I hv waited almost 2 weeks for my streamyx to be fix... and finally today the monday it has done...
I am no more bored in this lovely sweet room la.... n can start to chat v my fren which is inside the computer...wahaha

well.... is jz a month but lots of thing has change...
I found a way to leave a better life in my future... I hv start a biz in 07/07/07. I hope tat it is a sucessful start of my life ahead

Meanwhile... i oso hope tat thru this biz i can help my family and frens...beside oso can serve my lovely GOD...

Welll till here... U know la been while nvr online at home liao so lots of fren wanna chatv me leh....wahahah ok la.... will be update tmr

TATA!!!

070707

It is a date i have change my life and my future....

I suppose to post this blog last two day... but was actually bz on moving my stuff to my new place which is in USJ court 10... hehe

Besides i am oso busy to arrange a good path to start my new future as called my career... has to alwaz meet up v partner till da late nite and havin loads of classes to attend...

I think everyone need to be change... but it is jz the matter of time... i think i can consider lucky as my life change in the moment tat i need it so desperately

Can i predict my future is a wonderful future? i think i cant....
But i will do my very best to meet my goal in da very short period

i believe tat IF I BELIEVE I CAN MAKE IT....it is a chance tat the god has send to me
THNX...

DESPERATE?

hello!!!

wats da different of desperate and making frens

ugly gal like me makin fren is DESPERATE

n sexy gal or pretty gal only can deserve for making frens v others?

wat logic is this?

ugly gal like me go out v a guy i met first time is cheap n desperate?

n sexy gal n pretty gal go out v first time met guy is they deserve n not desperate?

wat logic is this?

i speechless but only can say tha who has say this are shallow

pretty gal can make fren...
if ugly gal like me did such thing i am only deserve a word... DESPERATE!!!

so i can say i forever wil not get a guy... coz i jz DESPERATE to get someone only

Hi there

wahaha...

My holiday has end...
Comin monday (14th May 2007)... I will be a training sales consultant in Cambridge ICT computer learning centre which is under Progenius Point Group.

Wahaha... i will be a trainer or so called " teacher" soon (need to behave liao lo)
I need to face the student's age between 6 to 60++

I am happy with my salary oso lah... hope is a nice job and have a group of nice and friendly collegue lah

Anyhow... wish me all the best la.... i have to step into reality and earn my own money lo

ALL THE BEST NICOLE!!!!

ARGH....

I am so so so useless.... i have been so lost for almost a month after graduate
I try n do my very best to find a job but is not tat easy...argh someone help me

I am suppose to be on my bed now... but i dunno wats wrong with me.... i sdnly think of a lot of nonsence... i feel tat my fren is slowly go far away from me coz most of my closer fren has started their working life only left me lepaking here....

I feel myself so lonely at nite, then i start thinking of HIM... i noe tat if i tell my fren about this they will sure scold me again and myself oso will feel stupid coz it is really not worth to think about HIM anymore... everytime i read da sms he has sent to me, i really feel like cryin out loud.... Y HE WANNA TREAT ME LIKE A WHORE?? I AM NOT, PLS I AM NOT...

haiz... gals are alwaz a biatch jz like me...

maybe i am too lonely or dunno wat lah.... i hope there is an angel to come over to protect me n be together v me... i am so scare of loneliness nowadays... y till now nobody exists in my life....

even i am a tough or independent gal but i stil an ordinary human being... i really really need someone to care n love me.... but y guys alwaz tot tat i am those CHEAP gal???

i really feel like cryin now n hope there is a carton of beer to let me drunk n don wake up for a year!!!!!

WHEN IS MY ANGEL APPEAR???? I REALLY NEED IT NOW!!!!

Graduate

WAHAHA... finally, the hard work of three yrs... i am now a Bachelor Degree Student

Result announcement was ytrd 23 March 2007 n i am one of the luckiest coz i pass my degree...
here to say sorry to those who nvr pass... i feel so sad that they do not graduate with us... sigh.... esp one of my good fren... she is so smart and hard working but she fail.... i hope the coll has make some mistake and gv her another chance... Nai Ma i will pray for u ok!!!

Okay!!! heres are some pics to show.... we have pass throuch alot of sweet, sour, bitter and spicies... and today here we come another batch of Bachelor Degree holder BD17 forever....

From Left: Hui Ling, YenZ, Gelina, Jasmine and me
The closer frens in the coll...
Miss Y'all Lotsssss......


From Left: Iris, Jasmine, FoongLan, me, Hui Ling and Ivy
The alwaz study group.... no t include me lah of course
Wahaha

Me and Jacky
(he is the one accompany me when i am in a very damn down mood....thanx so much Jacky)
Love You!!!

Unwanted Fren forever--Keong
(Wei Lynn not there...sigh)
Love this fren so much... easy to bully wahaha

Dennis and me
(My good fren... u are WINNER... he is LOOSER)
OKAY!!! u will get a better one
We will love u alwaz

The BD17
Finally... we make it
BRAVO

Me and bro- Joe
( I will miss u bro... he is the best bro ever...)


Me and Jasmine
(good fren... she is a though gal man!!!)

Me and Hui Ling
(Love u fren)

... Graduate ...

Dream

Today is the first day no more goin bek to Hotshoes for internship, but actually need to go bek as an assistant role to help up my boss on following some shit lah....

suffering in pain so went to bek and take nap.... b4 woke up.... I have this dream

Venue: Hotshoes (i think i too commited to this stupid office or maybe i have scare of this place)
/different deco between reality and my dream/
Time: after working hour
People involve: Cheryl (C), Thingthing (T), Wati (W) , Alvin= Ben (the guy i wrote in the previous blog, his name is Alvin but in dream his name i sBen), my father and me

In the so called hotshoes office, every one is packing to go home, me and T suppose to follow C cars ( in reality actually i have work v C n T last few day for an event, so i think tats y they are in my dream, T n i was same like an intern and we alwaz tumpang other collegue car, so is in my dream as well), in sdnly C said has to stay bek as one of their collegue who is Alvin "Ben" which has send to other branch in somewhere need to come bek for some business purpose and she is good fren of him and she need to meet him.( in relity is wendy introduce me this so called Ben... haha)

We stay bek and i start to worry coz i don wan to see him anymore, but he once again come to HOTSHOEs, wat is it happen wei???? Sdnly i found out tat my arm is bleeding and like a flower which dangling and bleeding (da flower is exactly like the flower which make by the sculpturist which we have hired for my last two days event, and i think it is bleeding because i watch too much "Heroes" coz da bleeding style is like one of the scene) , besides i was wearing one of my "timberland" shirt which is black in color and with a big milo (i think) stain jz rite in the middle of my shirt.

I called my dad n inform tat i will be bek home late, as need to wait for someone, the sdnly my dad ask me to ask the Ben help him to buy newspaper (jz now talk on phone v T, she has mention she is too boring and wan to get herself a newspaper), then i ask Y.. then i only knoe tat my father is Ben's boss...and Blah Blah Blah ( but my feeling is I WONT GO N ASK HIM TO BUY MY DAD NEWSPAPER COZ I DON WAN TO SEE HIM)

In reality, if i stay in office i must have things to work, so as usual i went into the store room move this n that, when i came out from the store i saw him was standing with other hotshoes staff and talking or discussing i don noe, then i saw him and look at him a while... and i start my work again.... after tat actually i jz saw his side face.... n i think he has look at me (haha)

And sdnly the scene change to my kitchen and W is inside and i tell her i am so angry tat Y i will meet him again somemore in Hotshoes... then W oso tell me about last time she oso like tat (coz W like to tell me her stuff with Hotshoes ppl)

Phone ring and I come bek to reality and start blogging here lah
The first thing i think is tat Y I WILL DREAM ABOUT HIM FOR ALL THE PPL!!!!Argh.....

Wat a weird dream rite... really cant explain

Actually, after the blog which i wrote previously i have meet him once in Valentine with my and his frens, then i have oso accidentaly meet him one time when i am in Malacca coz he oso from Malacca ma, it was happen during the CNY and when i say Hi to him he nvr gv me a damn... is hurt haiz

So after all this happen... i alwaz will think to miss cal him or call him out but i refuse to do tat... coz i am scare tat he wont reply me and ask me tat who am I.... so jz has to follow bek my own lifestyle.... STAY ALONE!!!!! wahaha

Anyway, wat is the message of this dream i have no idea but i think i wont meet him anymore, coz ppl tell me tat if sth happen in the dream and i say out, it wont be happen anymore and i choose to blog n say out coz i don think i wan to meet him anymore oso... coz i only see him for bout three times if let say i like him i feel ridiculous y not jz forget rite and leave a better life rather than thinking someone tat i really dunno, even a HI oso nvr say b4 wahah

Okay.... need to take shower.... Jasmine is here in joyee's house... so later wan to go have dinner with them

ciao

Saturday

Hi there... after my show off blog
i have been years nvr touch this blog ad...
i am so bz n tired to blog as my day alwaz go on the same... it is fucking not interesting...

Well as usual, every thursday i still club( is my hobby, try to reduce ad la)
This thursday i went to Maison again, i am so sad that actually i am not easily get attracted by any guy... i hv no idea y.... am i ugly ( my fren say u look average), am i too fat (my boss tell me... u see da kedai runcit wife, so fat, oso get a husband).... but things i wan is not like tat... i am so frastrated that actually guys who meet me not really accpect me as my look n my body... this is hurt ( this is not my fault)

haiz... but i cant blame anything,,.. this is wat GOD has given me... the only thing i can do is jz ACCEPT!!!! grh..... hate my life so much... things keep changing but my love life still da same.....


HATE ARH>.......

anyway....wish all the lovers love forever..... muackssss

I am Bek

wah... i am so so so so bz lah
No time to blog ya....

hmmmm...... Firstly GONG XI FA CAI!!!!! is the 4th day of new year ya
ok lets post sth interesting happen la

Valentine I get THREE flowers wei
this is da first time i got this chance to tipu guy to get me flower wahaha
but da feeling is damn nice.... coz i can prove one thing i still attractive wei wahaha

ok tats it

jz wan to show off
wahaha

Red Rose

Roses took the day after...so look cacat
ngek ngek ngek

I Done Something Wrong

Wednesday... the boring day... find da whole world no one wanna accompany me for clubs....

One of my fren came n visit me who i hv ask to club v me but she refuse as goin for an interview da next day.... so it happens tat one of her boy fren cal her for club as well.... she refuse oso

but i am itchy kaki so i really wan to find someone to accompany for club... so my fren ask me to follow him.... da first thing come to my mind is " NO MAN!!! go club v a stranger and my fren is not there oso" but still i am struggling as i really need a hyper day!!!!

At the end i follow him.... a person i not even noe for 1 min

First impression to this guy is damn quiet n nvr talk much.... as a "So called fren" i try to crap alot of nonsence to talk to him... but he only gv me an ans according to my question... NERD rite!!! but i like this kind of guy... is like so not bad and pleasant!!!!

so we depart n go till setapak n fetch his fren... so of course i hv talk nth to him....

reach thai club... da most "lala" place i alwaz refuse to go but if in da mood still can layan (hehe)
so we start drinking listening to others talking.... he start da conversion " u feel boring come out v me"... i give him da ans" yes, u are too quiet n i duno wat to talk to u".... situation goes bek to silent

Finish drinking... his fren drunk n his gal taking care of him for a while.... so he went out from da club of course i need to follow him lah... coz he is so called my fren lo

Then he start telling me about his ex- gf who has jz broken up v him 1 mth ago.... so i jz tell him " don think too much... no gal wont die" then keep talking

In the car... he fetch his frens bek... so me and him again in da car...
He tell me all his thing from family till his gf... and so happen one of my fren oso his gf.... wat a coincidence... but who cares!!!!

So... during the conversation i feel tat this guy is so so so pleasant and i hv kind of like him.... wahaha bitchy leh... but is comfortable to talk to him ( really is my feeling )

he need to go for work so ask me to accompany him... well when u feel comfy with someone n can talk alot alot of thing so i jz say ok la.. n he seems pity oso!!!!

When i follow him to da office... still peace and warm.. talking , joking, talk bout his work and blah blah blah


then he start telling me" u said i am easy to trust ppl, y u oso so easy to trust me"... i tel him" coz i feel tat u are pity ma, so jz gv u accompany la... if u dare to do anything to me i will kil u"
WAt a childish conversation rite!!! but is so nice when u in my situation coz is a comfy and warm feeling to me!!!! da love like blooming... wahaha (think to much actually)

but he has made me dissapointed as he think tat i am a ONE NITE STAND gal

story goes like tat....
He start lying on my shoulder, on my head as i am sitting n lay on da chair.... i am ok first as maybe he need some console or maybe he still in heart pain so jz borrow a shoulder only lah ... ... so i jz let him lay on me.... but slowly i think it is not a good think and i start to wake him up to finis his work.....lately he said he want to go home as no more mood to work... so we depart from his place n went home

Reach home... sleeping
He called... but i nvr ans n gv him a miss cal... he cal me again
He start asking me

He(H), Me(M)

H: If jz now i really did sth bad to u, u really will kill me?
M: Yes, but don think too much, is over
H: (asking my fren who has be in a realtionship v him)
M: Don think too much, she is over
H: ACTUALLY u oso WAN jz now rite
M: (thinking) YA !! but i control myself, but is over don think
H: Ok
M: Ok lah, go n sleep
H: ok nite

Da next day, i did ajak him to club, n ask him to gv me an ans b4 5 ,, but he nvr so i msg him
M: feelin better? sleeping ya? don think too much, chill ya
H: Working now, then leh? go where tonite?
M: Goin clubbing, wanna come?
H:Don wan lah, do others thing i wan la, u want?
M: wat things? i wan clubbing only
H: told u last nite ald, BAD thing
M: no to everything but only clubbing
H:Don know wat u mean
M: I mean i wan clubbing only
H:then bad thing leh?
M: ( no more ans to him)

After tat he oso nvr reply me or cal me

Actually i am really sad... as i have alil bit liking him as he is so pleasant n sincere
But i am angry v myself as well coz i hv ans him da wrong thingy,... and make him feel tat i am not a good gal but a bitch

So actually i am hoping sth to happen,... but it is no more da chance as he nvr sms or cal me after this all incident....

Actually i wan to kiss him only... not da sex thingy but he think tat i need SEX
my fren tell me better stay away from him as he is taking advantages on me only
so haiz... even though i am hoping sth
but i noe there is nth will happen....
jz let it FLOW

Nicole stay cool... u will get someome really worth wei..... PEACE!!!!!

dissy....

Dissy stand for dissertation

OH my Lord... pls help me.....
i hv start my dissy but hehe still in part one n i cant proceed to part 2 anymore coz i hv no idea on it... well my part one oso cant finis wei!!!! haiz

I have start talking v my parents... i am so happy!!!!
I think family is alwaz family.. they are no hate between each other but LOVE.... n i am awake actually sometimes i nvr appreciate wat they gv me but be so demanding... i am too wilful i shouldnt.... i should think of my dad's situation n no more asking him to burden so much thing on me as i am da age for work n should pay them bek for a easy and happy life.... sry dad n mom... i will be mature n think like an adult but not demanding


Last wed the 17 jan2007I crash my collegue car... n she has treaten me to pay her 7K.... i am so horrified when she keep dumbing all the faults to me....
All my collegue stand by my side and tell me not to pay her any cents... i am so glad that when i am facing this kind of probs they are still standing firm v me.....

All my collegue tell me tat i no need to pay as she ask me to buy her personal thingy and jz dumb her car key to me... n they said she should be bare the consequences when she gv me da car key... n this is jz a accident is not tat i wan to bang her car....she treat me like a slave but all my collegue tell me tat not to feel guilty coz i hv pay her RM400 for my guiltiness... tats enuf

she ask me to get her lunch and wan me to pour for her and send in front for her like a queen... i am so hate but i did it.... my collegue tell me stop serving her coz no one will sympatise me but laugh at me like a stupid.... so today i start to reject her

I have no more respect to her is bcoz when she scold all da FUCKs word in front of me and treaten me and even an event director also feel like slapping her... i understand how fras will she be coz she has no more car.... but she is too over n wan me to pay 7k and burden her car rent for 2 weeks... besides she need VIOS.... she is taking advantages on me!!!!!

Well i noe tat i do sth wrong.... but everyone tell me tat she should not be so crazy for asking me to pay 7k and da car rental,... so they jz ask me to ignore her n reject wateva she ask me to do... my boss oso tell me to stand firm for my right to say NO!!!! i am no more scare of her coz i noe there are supporter behind me n i have pass this stupid shit things tat happen


She actually has a bad image in the company and all my collegue feel tat she is a person tat like to bully da weaker... so jz don gv a fuck on her.... hehe,... thanx collegues

I hope tat after this incident my year will be go well n peacefull..... wat comes around goes around.... hope tat after bad things happen good things will be comin

Thanx Lord for the lesson for me to learn.... i am awake now to be no more stupid and be aware... n no more itchy butt to drive ppl's car

Y this kind of bitch will exist in this world

Really not feel like post on this matters, but i really really cant stand this BITCH anymore
Wan to get ppl's help but still bitch on u, jz let me tell da sequence she bitch on till i cant tahan from the first day

Bitch:B Me: M
1. one of my collegue dance in front of me like a " bitch"( he is a gay. try to imagine)
B: u see u like him, so hiao
M: wat u mean, hiao or yao(shake)?
B: HIAO lah...
M:(heart) WAT DA FUCK!!!!
M: Y u sdnly say like tat, am i?
B: Yalah, so hiao like him
M: Yameh? am i? really arh?
B: YALAH alwaz one, so HIAO
M:(still tot she is kidding)... how hiao am i oh, in club sure will dance sexy lah, normal mah
B: NO, U NORMAL OSO HIAO liao
M: speechless ( thinking...wil a fren said tat u HIAO jz infront of u... IS DAMN FUCKING HURT)

Damn fucking boh song... tell my close fren... when they hear it all oso go speechless and tell me... i tot da HIAO one suppose to be her.... go n see her frenster...

Collegue:C
2. My collegue ask me where is the ahsoh( a cleaner in my office)
C: where is ah soh?
M: dunno i think she is in third floor
B:( normal da B like to kepo) No lah. second lah
M: yameh , dunno maybe in second floor
B:( point on me with her second finger...tell me rudely) NAH... tell u liao second floor la
M:oh, ok lo i dunno mah

Fuck her, tel mah tel lah, y wan to point on me like my fault??? I am not da follower of ahsoh oso...sescond floorma second floor lo... point on me for FUCKS izzit... damn CHYBYE


3. Goin to club( in the car)
she was asking my fren who is driving to go till summit n drive her fren!!!! use ur brain dn ask me.... ask my fren coz he is driving
B: SO HOW!!! WAN TO FETCH OR NOT
M:(talk softly.. point at my fren in front) u ask him lah... is not my car ya
B: ( angry and boh song look) chhh.... FORGET IT LA!!!!

Wats wrong v me again??? u wan to ask ppl drive ur fren u ask urself lah!!! is not my car rite??? if ppl not willing to help u oso cant blame anyway... it is not on da way oso... pls be understanding lah... go in to da petrol station... in da shop my fren said... " Wah da way she talking to u is so rude!!! like all is ur fault!!!"
M: ya, i have been tahan her for mths... i really dunno how i make it!!!!!

Boss: S
4.In the phone conversation in my boss car v da B ( is 5.45 in da evening)
B: (phone) oi u comin bek or not?
M: yup, on da way
B: still come bek for wat ad goin to 6 lah
M: Erm wait ya i ask....
(talk v my boss which i damn fucking scare of her)
M: erm... so are we still goin bek to da office?
S: Ya, we are goin bek, Y?
M: oh no lah.... B asking me
S: Y she wan to go bek v u izzit?
M: erm... ya... erm
(go bek v da B converstation)
M: I am goin bek office
B: WATDA... ask oso dunno how to ask... Jz tell her u wan to go home la
M: erm.... ok lah wait
(talk v boss)
M: erm.... do u actually need me to go bek to the office?
S: Actually no need liao lah, Y?
M: no, coz i am jz staying opposite only, so if no need go bek office, so i tot of goin bek home
S: Oh u wan me to send u home? where?
M: Ya... jz opposite
S: OK
(V B again)
M: ok lah i go bek first
B: ok bye

wah!!!! is not i dunno how to ask...when u feel scare v someone do u dare to ask her to send u home when it is still a working hour which is 5.45.... it is possible to go bek to office to continue da work as it is a event company till late nite... Y daB is so concern as she don wan to wait for me to go bek to office and come home late... FUCK lah.... in this situation i am wonder how WRONG AM I??? DO she concern bout wat am i thinking???? WAT A FREN LIKE HER?????

5. reach home call B for explanation
M: hey, is not tat i don noe how to ask.... i am scare to ask
B: aiya,... u talk like all my fault...
M: speechless...
B:(RUDE) Wat for u calling me... don talk bout it liao lah
M: No jz remind u dn forget to bring my book, thanx
B: WAH,, U ARH put my the book in the office which borrow under my name one
M: Arh, i put on the table mah... is ok one la... who one to steal oh?
B: (RUDE) But is dangerous mah.... later ppl steal how... NEED TO PAY ONE U NOE!!!!!
M: arh???? who wan to steal a book???

FUCK FUCK FUCK... who wan to steal da books which is on my working table??? somemore i will bare the responsibility OKAY if really go lost!!!! u jz one to burst on me coz i use ur name in the phone cal when my boss is there issit??? TELL U.... NO one blamming u!!! u sensetive BITCH... wat to blame on!!!! PUBLIC TELL ME?????

6.At home(phone call)
B: U WAN ME TO TAKE DA BOOK TO UR PLACE OR TMR U PICK UP FROM ME?
M: is ok later u come bek u miss cal me!!!! i will go down
B: ok
(5mins later call again)
B: OI, u got small change or not?
M: got, how much u wan?
B:RM15 la
M: Ok
(Reach... miss call, go down by staircase)
B: come to da sell BAO there ah
M: ok
(knock da cab's door, but she ad pay)
B: WAIT FOR U ALSO USELESS LIAO la
M: (heart) wah... i am taking money for u to pay leh.... somemore i take staircase i come down one leh, scold like tat like i don wan to pinjam her like tat...

Seller: S
7. buying tao fa(soya)
S: wat u wan?
M: tou fa with ginger
(ready... but da thing is in white)
M: i wan ginger
S: ya is ginger, we mix it with sugar
M: arh... can ya!!!! so will hv air lo!!!!!
S: can ya... now we all do like tat one
B: AIYO!!! Y U SO LIKE KATAK BAWAH TEMPURUNG one!!!
M: (thinking) tot u are an idiot in kitchen.... u noe anything meh?

No comment for her. i jz say thanx for bringin my books bek and go home


HAIZ!!! i really dunno how to face her anymore... sometimes feel like shouting at her n said cant u stop talking so rudely but u alwaz said tat i am rude to ppl ??? WAT TALK U????

If i really cant tahan anymore i think i will straight away tell her tat... wateva da words come out from her mouth is hurting!!!! n so kurang ajar!!!!

Ya the way u talk is like so smart... but sometimes i feel tat u hv no brain... alwaz said ppl like to follow wat ppl doin... atually u are da one alwaz follow on wat ppl say.... THINK B4 U TALK OKAY!!!! tats is not tat hard u really make me wan to BITCH on u here.... u deserve it.... u cant blame me!!!! i keep ur dignity till today coz i treat u as fren.... but u ruin it urself!!!!! ya i was so tahnkfull tat u help me alot of things.... but still ur attitude make me sick n tired... i need a power to wack u up n noe how to tell urself ... human like u still do wrong things... so don think tat u are alwaz RITE!!!!!

But i dunno y so many guys still go after her.... she is lucky?? she is pretty?? (i dunno la)
But guy can tahan i oso cant say anything is not my business oso!!!!



WAU I FEEL SO RELAX AFTER THIS BLOG!!!!
IF U DO EVER SHOUT ON ME I WILL STRAIGHT AWAY FUCK U OFF!!!! DON BLAME ME

It hurts

I was sitting here alone again!!! Sometimes spend da time v urself is da most blessing life for da life but sometimes not

Frenship... this word keep spinning in my mind

Sometime is not tat i self pity... is like when u have given a strong helping hand but there is no response... maybe at da moment YES.... but slowly it has jz flow out of da mind and be forgotten by human... ppl oso said has to appreciate ppls which has help u in da difficult moment but i think i will not be da one ppl will remember alwaz but FORGOT!!! It sounds sad tat ppl need me only when they are sad jz for my accompany but when time past they found their happiness... me as a fren is no more alive and no more remembered.... SAD rite!!!

But well as da previous blog i said i will alwaz be v u my fren whenever or wherever they need... here jz to blah out my HURTS n SELF PITY!!!! I am not a good fren or maybe in my life there is no frenship forever coz there is no one will ever remember whether am i exist or not!!!

It may sound hatred but it is my feeling now... Hope for understanding

OKAY!!! i have blah all my shits here... i will be bek to HAppy Alwayz

BLESS Y'ALL!!!