ARGH....

I am so so so useless.... i have been so lost for almost a month after graduate
I try n do my very best to find a job but is not tat easy...argh someone help me

I am suppose to be on my bed now... but i dunno wats wrong with me.... i sdnly think of a lot of nonsence... i feel tat my fren is slowly go far away from me coz most of my closer fren has started their working life only left me lepaking here....

I feel myself so lonely at nite, then i start thinking of HIM... i noe tat if i tell my fren about this they will sure scold me again and myself oso will feel stupid coz it is really not worth to think about HIM anymore... everytime i read da sms he has sent to me, i really feel like cryin out loud.... Y HE WANNA TREAT ME LIKE A WHORE?? I AM NOT, PLS I AM NOT...

haiz... gals are alwaz a biatch jz like me...

maybe i am too lonely or dunno wat lah.... i hope there is an angel to come over to protect me n be together v me... i am so scare of loneliness nowadays... y till now nobody exists in my life....

even i am a tough or independent gal but i stil an ordinary human being... i really really need someone to care n love me.... but y guys alwaz tot tat i am those CHEAP gal???

i really feel like cryin now n hope there is a carton of beer to let me drunk n don wake up for a year!!!!!

WHEN IS MY ANGEL APPEAR???? I REALLY NEED IT NOW!!!!