dissy....
Dissy stand for dissertation
OH my Lord... pls help me.....
i hv start my dissy but hehe still in part one n i cant proceed to part 2 anymore coz i hv no idea on it... well my part one oso cant finis wei!!!! haiz
I have start talking v my parents... i am so happy!!!!
I think family is alwaz family.. they are no hate between each other but LOVE.... n i am awake actually sometimes i nvr appreciate wat they gv me but be so demanding... i am too wilful i shouldnt.... i should think of my dad's situation n no more asking him to burden so much thing on me as i am da age for work n should pay them bek for a easy and happy life.... sry dad n mom... i will be mature n think like an adult but not demanding
Last wed the 17 jan2007I crash my collegue car... n she has treaten me to pay her 7K.... i am so horrified when she keep dumbing all the faults to me....
All my collegue stand by my side and tell me not to pay her any cents... i am so glad that when i am facing this kind of probs they are still standing firm v me.....
All my collegue tell me tat i no need to pay as she ask me to buy her personal thingy and jz dumb her car key to me... n they said she should be bare the consequences when she gv me da car key... n this is jz a accident is not tat i wan to bang her car....she treat me like a slave but all my collegue tell me tat not to feel guilty coz i hv pay her RM400 for my guiltiness... tats enuf
she ask me to get her lunch and wan me to pour for her and send in front for her like a queen... i am so hate but i did it.... my collegue tell me stop serving her coz no one will sympatise me but laugh at me like a stupid.... so today i start to reject her
I have no more respect to her is bcoz when she scold all da FUCKs word in front of me and treaten me and even an event director also feel like slapping her... i understand how fras will she be coz she has no more car.... but she is too over n wan me to pay 7k and burden her car rent for 2 weeks... besides she need VIOS.... she is taking advantages on me!!!!!
Well i noe tat i do sth wrong.... but everyone tell me tat she should not be so crazy for asking me to pay 7k and da car rental,... so they jz ask me to ignore her n reject wateva she ask me to do... my boss oso tell me to stand firm for my right to say NO!!!! i am no more scare of her coz i noe there are supporter behind me n i have pass this stupid shit things tat happen
She actually has a bad image in the company and all my collegue feel tat she is a person tat like to bully da weaker... so jz don gv a fuck on her.... hehe,... thanx collegues
I hope tat after this incident my year will be go well n peacefull..... wat comes around goes around.... hope tat after bad things happen good things will be comin
Thanx Lord for the lesson for me to learn.... i am awake now to be no more stupid and be aware... n no more itchy butt to drive ppl's car
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Y this kind of bitch will exist in this world
Really not feel like post on this matters, but i really really cant stand this BITCH anymore
Wan to get ppl's help but still bitch on u, jz let me tell da sequence she bitch on till i cant tahan from the first day
Bitch:B Me: M
1. one of my collegue dance in front of me like a " bitch"( he is a gay. try to imagine)
B: u see u like him, so hiao
M: wat u mean, hiao or yao(shake)?
B: HIAO lah...
M:(heart) WAT DA FUCK!!!!
M: Y u sdnly say like tat, am i?
B: Yalah, so hiao like him
M: Yameh? am i? really arh?
B: YALAH alwaz one, so HIAO
M:(still tot she is kidding)... how hiao am i oh, in club sure will dance sexy lah, normal mah
B: NO, U NORMAL OSO HIAO liao
M: speechless ( thinking...wil a fren said tat u HIAO jz infront of u... IS DAMN FUCKING HURT)
Damn fucking boh song... tell my close fren... when they hear it all oso go speechless and tell me... i tot da HIAO one suppose to be her.... go n see her frenster...
Collegue:C
2. My collegue ask me where is the ahsoh( a cleaner in my office)
C: where is ah soh?
M: dunno i think she is in third floor
B:( normal da B like to kepo) No lah. second lah
M: yameh , dunno maybe in second floor
B:( point on me with her second finger...tell me rudely) NAH... tell u liao second floor la
M:oh, ok lo i dunno mah
Fuck her, tel mah tel lah, y wan to point on me like my fault??? I am not da follower of ahsoh oso...sescond floorma second floor lo... point on me for FUCKS izzit... damn CHYBYE
3. Goin to club( in the car)
she was asking my fren who is driving to go till summit n drive her fren!!!! use ur brain dn ask me.... ask my fren coz he is driving
B: SO HOW!!! WAN TO FETCH OR NOT
M:(talk softly.. point at my fren in front) u ask him lah... is not my car ya
B: ( angry and boh song look) chhh.... FORGET IT LA!!!!
Wats wrong v me again??? u wan to ask ppl drive ur fren u ask urself lah!!! is not my car rite??? if ppl not willing to help u oso cant blame anyway... it is not on da way oso... pls be understanding lah... go in to da petrol station... in da shop my fren said... " Wah da way she talking to u is so rude!!! like all is ur fault!!!"
M: ya, i have been tahan her for mths... i really dunno how i make it!!!!!
Boss: S
4.In the phone conversation in my boss car v da B ( is 5.45 in da evening)
B: (phone) oi u comin bek or not?
M: yup, on da way
B: still come bek for wat ad goin to 6 lah
M: Erm wait ya i ask....
(talk v my boss which i damn fucking scare of her)
M: erm... so are we still goin bek to da office?
S: Ya, we are goin bek, Y?
M: oh no lah.... B asking me
S: Y she wan to go bek v u izzit?
M: erm... ya... erm
(go bek v da B converstation)
M: I am goin bek office
B: WATDA... ask oso dunno how to ask... Jz tell her u wan to go home la
M: erm.... ok lah wait
(talk v boss)
M: erm.... do u actually need me to go bek to the office?
S: Actually no need liao lah, Y?
M: no, coz i am jz staying opposite only, so if no need go bek office, so i tot of goin bek home
S: Oh u wan me to send u home? where?
M: Ya... jz opposite
S: OK
(V B again)
M: ok lah i go bek first
B: ok bye
wah!!!! is not i dunno how to ask...when u feel scare v someone do u dare to ask her to send u home when it is still a working hour which is 5.45.... it is possible to go bek to office to continue da work as it is a event company till late nite... Y daB is so concern as she don wan to wait for me to go bek to office and come home late... FUCK lah.... in this situation i am wonder how WRONG AM I??? DO she concern bout wat am i thinking???? WAT A FREN LIKE HER?????
5. reach home call B for explanation
M: hey, is not tat i don noe how to ask.... i am scare to ask
B: aiya,... u talk like all my fault...
M: speechless...
B:(RUDE) Wat for u calling me... don talk bout it liao lah
M: No jz remind u dn forget to bring my book, thanx
B: WAH,, U ARH put my the book in the office which borrow under my name one
M: Arh, i put on the table mah... is ok one la... who one to steal oh?
B: (RUDE) But is dangerous mah.... later ppl steal how... NEED TO PAY ONE U NOE!!!!!
M: arh???? who wan to steal a book???
FUCK FUCK FUCK... who wan to steal da books which is on my working table??? somemore i will bare the responsibility OKAY if really go lost!!!! u jz one to burst on me coz i use ur name in the phone cal when my boss is there issit??? TELL U.... NO one blamming u!!! u sensetive BITCH... wat to blame on!!!! PUBLIC TELL ME?????
6.At home(phone call)
B: U WAN ME TO TAKE DA BOOK TO UR PLACE OR TMR U PICK UP FROM ME?
M: is ok later u come bek u miss cal me!!!! i will go down
B: ok
(5mins later call again)
B: OI, u got small change or not?
M: got, how much u wan?
B:RM15 la
M: Ok
(Reach... miss call, go down by staircase)
B: come to da sell BAO there ah
M: ok
(knock da cab's door, but she ad pay)
B: WAIT FOR U ALSO USELESS LIAO la
M: (heart) wah... i am taking money for u to pay leh.... somemore i take staircase i come down one leh, scold like tat like i don wan to pinjam her like tat...
Seller: S
7. buying tao fa(soya)
S: wat u wan?
M: tou fa with ginger
(ready... but da thing is in white)
M: i wan ginger
S: ya is ginger, we mix it with sugar
M: arh... can ya!!!! so will hv air lo!!!!!
S: can ya... now we all do like tat one
B: AIYO!!! Y U SO LIKE KATAK BAWAH TEMPURUNG one!!!
M: (thinking) tot u are an idiot in kitchen.... u noe anything meh?
No comment for her. i jz say thanx for bringin my books bek and go home
HAIZ!!! i really dunno how to face her anymore... sometimes feel like shouting at her n said cant u stop talking so rudely but u alwaz said tat i am rude to ppl ??? WAT TALK U????
If i really cant tahan anymore i think i will straight away tell her tat... wateva da words come out from her mouth is hurting!!!! n so kurang ajar!!!!
Ya the way u talk is like so smart... but sometimes i feel tat u hv no brain... alwaz said ppl like to follow wat ppl doin... atually u are da one alwaz follow on wat ppl say.... THINK B4 U TALK OKAY!!!! tats is not tat hard u really make me wan to BITCH on u here.... u deserve it.... u cant blame me!!!! i keep ur dignity till today coz i treat u as fren.... but u ruin it urself!!!!! ya i was so tahnkfull tat u help me alot of things.... but still ur attitude make me sick n tired... i need a power to wack u up n noe how to tell urself ... human like u still do wrong things... so don think tat u are alwaz RITE!!!!!
But i dunno y so many guys still go after her.... she is lucky?? she is pretty?? (i dunno la)
But guy can tahan i oso cant say anything is not my business oso!!!!
WAU I FEEL SO RELAX AFTER THIS BLOG!!!!
IF U DO EVER SHOUT ON ME I WILL STRAIGHT AWAY FUCK U OFF!!!! DON BLAME ME
Really not feel like post on this matters, but i really really cant stand this BITCH anymore
Wan to get ppl's help but still bitch on u, jz let me tell da sequence she bitch on till i cant tahan from the first day
Bitch:B Me: M
1. one of my collegue dance in front of me like a " bitch"( he is a gay. try to imagine)
B: u see u like him, so hiao
M: wat u mean, hiao or yao(shake)?
B: HIAO lah...
M:(heart) WAT DA FUCK!!!!
M: Y u sdnly say like tat, am i?
B: Yalah, so hiao like him
M: Yameh? am i? really arh?
B: YALAH alwaz one, so HIAO
M:(still tot she is kidding)... how hiao am i oh, in club sure will dance sexy lah, normal mah
B: NO, U NORMAL OSO HIAO liao
M: speechless ( thinking...wil a fren said tat u HIAO jz infront of u... IS DAMN FUCKING HURT)
Damn fucking boh song... tell my close fren... when they hear it all oso go speechless and tell me... i tot da HIAO one suppose to be her.... go n see her frenster...
Collegue:C
2. My collegue ask me where is the ahsoh( a cleaner in my office)
C: where is ah soh?
M: dunno i think she is in third floor
B:( normal da B like to kepo) No lah. second lah
M: yameh , dunno maybe in second floor
B:( point on me with her second finger...tell me rudely) NAH... tell u liao second floor la
M:oh, ok lo i dunno mah
Fuck her, tel mah tel lah, y wan to point on me like my fault??? I am not da follower of ahsoh oso...sescond floorma second floor lo... point on me for FUCKS izzit... damn CHYBYE
3. Goin to club( in the car)
she was asking my fren who is driving to go till summit n drive her fren!!!! use ur brain dn ask me.... ask my fren coz he is driving
B: SO HOW!!! WAN TO FETCH OR NOT
M:(talk softly.. point at my fren in front) u ask him lah... is not my car ya
B: ( angry and boh song look) chhh.... FORGET IT LA!!!!
Wats wrong v me again??? u wan to ask ppl drive ur fren u ask urself lah!!! is not my car rite??? if ppl not willing to help u oso cant blame anyway... it is not on da way oso... pls be understanding lah... go in to da petrol station... in da shop my fren said... " Wah da way she talking to u is so rude!!! like all is ur fault!!!"
M: ya, i have been tahan her for mths... i really dunno how i make it!!!!!
Boss: S
4.In the phone conversation in my boss car v da B ( is 5.45 in da evening)
B: (phone) oi u comin bek or not?
M: yup, on da way
B: still come bek for wat ad goin to 6 lah
M: Erm wait ya i ask....
(talk v my boss which i damn fucking scare of her)
M: erm... so are we still goin bek to da office?
S: Ya, we are goin bek, Y?
M: oh no lah.... B asking me
S: Y she wan to go bek v u izzit?
M: erm... ya... erm
(go bek v da B converstation)
M: I am goin bek office
B: WATDA... ask oso dunno how to ask... Jz tell her u wan to go home la
M: erm.... ok lah wait
(talk v boss)
M: erm.... do u actually need me to go bek to the office?
S: Actually no need liao lah, Y?
M: no, coz i am jz staying opposite only, so if no need go bek office, so i tot of goin bek home
S: Oh u wan me to send u home? where?
M: Ya... jz opposite
S: OK
(V B again)
M: ok lah i go bek first
B: ok bye
wah!!!! is not i dunno how to ask...when u feel scare v someone do u dare to ask her to send u home when it is still a working hour which is 5.45.... it is possible to go bek to office to continue da work as it is a event company till late nite... Y daB is so concern as she don wan to wait for me to go bek to office and come home late... FUCK lah.... in this situation i am wonder how WRONG AM I??? DO she concern bout wat am i thinking???? WAT A FREN LIKE HER?????
5. reach home call B for explanation
M: hey, is not tat i don noe how to ask.... i am scare to ask
B: aiya,... u talk like all my fault...
M: speechless...
B:(RUDE) Wat for u calling me... don talk bout it liao lah
M: No jz remind u dn forget to bring my book, thanx
B: WAH,, U ARH put my the book in the office which borrow under my name one
M: Arh, i put on the table mah... is ok one la... who one to steal oh?
B: (RUDE) But is dangerous mah.... later ppl steal how... NEED TO PAY ONE U NOE!!!!!
M: arh???? who wan to steal a book???
FUCK FUCK FUCK... who wan to steal da books which is on my working table??? somemore i will bare the responsibility OKAY if really go lost!!!! u jz one to burst on me coz i use ur name in the phone cal when my boss is there issit??? TELL U.... NO one blamming u!!! u sensetive BITCH... wat to blame on!!!! PUBLIC TELL ME?????
6.At home(phone call)
B: U WAN ME TO TAKE DA BOOK TO UR PLACE OR TMR U PICK UP FROM ME?
M: is ok later u come bek u miss cal me!!!! i will go down
B: ok
(5mins later call again)
B: OI, u got small change or not?
M: got, how much u wan?
B:RM15 la
M: Ok
(Reach... miss call, go down by staircase)
B: come to da sell BAO there ah
M: ok
(knock da cab's door, but she ad pay)
B: WAIT FOR U ALSO USELESS LIAO la
M: (heart) wah... i am taking money for u to pay leh.... somemore i take staircase i come down one leh, scold like tat like i don wan to pinjam her like tat...
Seller: S
7. buying tao fa(soya)
S: wat u wan?
M: tou fa with ginger
(ready... but da thing is in white)
M: i wan ginger
S: ya is ginger, we mix it with sugar
M: arh... can ya!!!! so will hv air lo!!!!!
S: can ya... now we all do like tat one
B: AIYO!!! Y U SO LIKE KATAK BAWAH TEMPURUNG one!!!
M: (thinking) tot u are an idiot in kitchen.... u noe anything meh?
No comment for her. i jz say thanx for bringin my books bek and go home
HAIZ!!! i really dunno how to face her anymore... sometimes feel like shouting at her n said cant u stop talking so rudely but u alwaz said tat i am rude to ppl ??? WAT TALK U????
If i really cant tahan anymore i think i will straight away tell her tat... wateva da words come out from her mouth is hurting!!!! n so kurang ajar!!!!
Ya the way u talk is like so smart... but sometimes i feel tat u hv no brain... alwaz said ppl like to follow wat ppl doin... atually u are da one alwaz follow on wat ppl say.... THINK B4 U TALK OKAY!!!! tats is not tat hard u really make me wan to BITCH on u here.... u deserve it.... u cant blame me!!!! i keep ur dignity till today coz i treat u as fren.... but u ruin it urself!!!!! ya i was so tahnkfull tat u help me alot of things.... but still ur attitude make me sick n tired... i need a power to wack u up n noe how to tell urself ... human like u still do wrong things... so don think tat u are alwaz RITE!!!!!
But i dunno y so many guys still go after her.... she is lucky?? she is pretty?? (i dunno la)
But guy can tahan i oso cant say anything is not my business oso!!!!
WAU I FEEL SO RELAX AFTER THIS BLOG!!!!
IF U DO EVER SHOUT ON ME I WILL STRAIGHT AWAY FUCK U OFF!!!! DON BLAME ME
Thursday, January 04, 2007
It hurts
I was sitting here alone again!!! Sometimes spend da time v urself is da most blessing life for da life but sometimes not
Frenship... this word keep spinning in my mind
Sometime is not tat i self pity... is like when u have given a strong helping hand but there is no response... maybe at da moment YES.... but slowly it has jz flow out of da mind and be forgotten by human... ppl oso said has to appreciate ppls which has help u in da difficult moment but i think i will not be da one ppl will remember alwaz but FORGOT!!! It sounds sad tat ppl need me only when they are sad jz for my accompany but when time past they found their happiness... me as a fren is no more alive and no more remembered.... SAD rite!!!
But well as da previous blog i said i will alwaz be v u my fren whenever or wherever they need... here jz to blah out my HURTS n SELF PITY!!!! I am not a good fren or maybe in my life there is no frenship forever coz there is no one will ever remember whether am i exist or not!!!
It may sound hatred but it is my feeling now... Hope for understanding
OKAY!!! i have blah all my shits here... i will be bek to HAppy Alwayz
BLESS Y'ALL!!!
I was sitting here alone again!!! Sometimes spend da time v urself is da most blessing life for da life but sometimes not
Frenship... this word keep spinning in my mind
Sometime is not tat i self pity... is like when u have given a strong helping hand but there is no response... maybe at da moment YES.... but slowly it has jz flow out of da mind and be forgotten by human... ppl oso said has to appreciate ppls which has help u in da difficult moment but i think i will not be da one ppl will remember alwaz but FORGOT!!! It sounds sad tat ppl need me only when they are sad jz for my accompany but when time past they found their happiness... me as a fren is no more alive and no more remembered.... SAD rite!!!
But well as da previous blog i said i will alwaz be v u my fren whenever or wherever they need... here jz to blah out my HURTS n SELF PITY!!!! I am not a good fren or maybe in my life there is no frenship forever coz there is no one will ever remember whether am i exist or not!!!
It may sound hatred but it is my feeling now... Hope for understanding
OKAY!!! i have blah all my shits here... i will be bek to HAppy Alwayz
BLESS Y'ALL!!!
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