GraduateWAHAHA... finally, the hard work of three yrs... i am now a Bachelor Degree StudentResult announcement was ytrd 23 March 2007 n i am one of the luckiest coz i pass my degree...here to say sorry to those who nvr pass... i feel so sad that they do not graduate with us... sigh.... esp one of my good fren... she is so smart and hard working but she fail.... i hope the coll has make some mistake and gv her another chance... Nai Ma i will pray for u ok!!!Okay!!! heres are some pics to show.... we have pass throuch alot of sweet, sour, bitter and spicies... and today here we come another batch of Bachelor Degree holder BD17 forever....
DreamToday is the first day no more goin bek to Hotshoes for internship, but actually need to go bek as an assistant role to help up my boss on following some shit lah....suffering in pain so went to bek and take nap.... b4 woke up.... I have this dreamVenue: Hotshoes (i think i too commited to this stupid office or maybe i have scare of this place)/different deco between reality and my dream/Time: after working hourPeople involve: Cheryl (C), Thingthing (T), Wati (W) , Alvin= Ben (the guy i wrote in the previous blog, his name is Alvin but in dream his name i sBen), my father and meIn the so called hotshoes office, every one is packing to go home, me and T suppose to follow C cars ( in reality actually i have work v C n T last few day for an event, so i think tats y they are in my dream, T n i was same like an intern and we alwaz tumpang other collegue car, so is in my dream as well), in sdnly C said has to stay bek as one of their collegue who is Alvin "Ben" which has send to other branch in somewhere need to come bek for some business purpose and she is good fren of him and she need to meet him.( in relity is wendy introduce me this so called Ben... haha)
We stay bek and i start to worry coz i don wan to see him anymore, but he once again come to HOTSHOEs, wat is it happen wei???? Sdnly i found out tat my arm is bleeding and like a flower which dangling and bleeding (da flower is exactly like the flower which make by the sculpturist which we have hired for my last two days event, and i think it is bleeding because i watch too much "Heroes" coz da bleeding style is like one of the scene) , besides i was wearing one of my "timberland" shirt which is black in color and with a big milo (i think) stain jz rite in the middle of my shirt.I called my dad n inform tat i will be bek home late, as need to wait for someone, the sdnly my dad ask me to ask the Ben help him to buy newspaper (jz now talk on phone v T, she has mention she is too boring and wan to get herself a newspaper), then i ask Y.. then i only knoe tat my father is Ben's boss...and Blah Blah Blah ( but my feeling is I WONT GO N ASK HIM TO BUY MY DAD NEWSPAPER COZ I DON WAN TO SEE HIM)In reality, if i stay in office i must have things to work, so as usual i went into the store room move this n that, when i came out from the store i saw him was standing with other hotshoes staff and talking or discussing i don noe, then i saw him and look at him a while... and i start my work again.... after tat actually i jz saw his side face.... n i think he has look at me (haha)
And sdnly the scene change to my kitchen and W is inside and i tell her i am so angry tat Y i will meet him again somemore in Hotshoes... then W oso tell me about last time she oso like tat (coz W like to tell me her stuff with Hotshoes ppl)Phone ring and I come bek to reality and start blogging here lah The first thing i think is tat Y I WILL DREAM ABOUT HIM FOR ALL THE PPL!!!!Argh.....Wat a weird dream rite... really cant explainActually, after the blog which i wrote previously i have meet him once in Valentine with my and his frens, then i have oso accidentaly meet him one time when i am in Malacca coz he oso from Malacca ma, it was happen during the CNY and when i say Hi to him he nvr gv me a damn... is hurt haizSo after all this happen... i alwaz will think to miss cal him or call him out but i refuse to do tat... coz i am scare tat he wont reply me and ask me tat who am I.... so jz has to follow bek my own lifestyle.... STAY ALONE!!!!! wahahaAnyway, wat is the message of this dream i have no idea but i think i wont meet him anymore, coz ppl tell me tat if sth happen in the dream and i say out, it wont be happen anymore and i choose to blog n say out coz i don think i wan to meet him anymore oso... coz i only see him for bout three times if let say i like him i feel ridiculous y not jz forget rite and leave a better life rather than thinking someone tat i really dunno, even a HI oso nvr say b4 wahah
Okay.... need to take shower.... Jasmine is here in joyee's house... so later wan to go have dinner with themciao
SaturdayHi there... after my show off blog i have been years nvr touch this blog ad... i am so bz n tired to blog as my day alwaz go on the same... it is fucking not interesting...Well as usual, every thursday i still club( is my hobby, try to reduce ad la)This thursday i went to Maison again, i am so sad that actually i am not easily get attracted by any guy... i hv no idea y.... am i ugly ( my fren say u look average), am i too fat (my boss tell me... u see da kedai runcit wife, so fat, oso get a husband).... but things i wan is not like tat... i am so frastrated that actually guys who meet me not really accpect me as my look n my body... this is hurt ( this is not my fault)haiz... but i cant blame anything,,.. this is wat GOD has given me... the only thing i can do is jz ACCEPT!!!! grh..... hate my life so much... things keep changing but my love life still da same..... HATE ARH>.......anyway....wish all the lovers love forever..... muackssss
From Left: Hui Ling, YenZ, Gelina, Jasmine and me
From Left: Iris, Jasmine, FoongLan, me, Hui Ling and Ivy
Me and Jacky
Unwanted Fren forever--Keong
Dennis and me
The BD17
Me and bro- Joe
Me and Jasmine
Me and Hui Ling