Today is the first day no more goin bek to Hotshoes for internship, but actually need to go bek as an assistant role to help up my boss on following some shit lah....
suffering in pain so went to bek and take nap.... b4 woke up.... I have this dream
Venue: Hotshoes (i think i too commited to this stupid office or maybe i have scare of this place)
/different deco between reality and my dream/
Time: after working hour
People involve: Cheryl (C), Thingthing (T), Wati (W)
In the so called hotshoes office, every one is packing to go home, me and T suppose to follow C cars ( in reality actually i have work v C n T last few day for an event, so i think tats y they are in my dream, T n i was same like an intern and we alwaz tumpang other collegue car, so is in my dream as well), in sdnly C said has to stay bek as one of their collegue who is Alvin "Ben" which has send to other branch in somewhere need to come bek for some business purpose and she is good fren of him and she need to meet him.( in relity is wendy introduce me this so called Ben... haha)
We stay bek and i start to worry coz i don wan to see him anymore, but he once again come to HOTSHOEs, wat is it happen wei???? Sdnly i found out tat my arm is bleeding and like a flower which dangling and bleeding (da flower is exactly like the flower which make by the sculpturist which we have hired for my last two days event, and i think it is bleeding because i watch too much "Heroes" coz da bleeding style is like one of the scene) , besides i was wearing one of my "timberland" shirt which is black in color and with a big milo (i think) stain jz rite in the middle of my shirt.
I called my dad n inform tat i will be bek home late, as need to wait for someone, the sdnly my dad ask me to ask the Ben help him to buy newspaper (jz now talk on phone v T, she has mention she is too boring and wan to get herself a newspaper), then i ask Y.. then i only knoe tat my father is Ben's boss...and Blah Blah Blah ( but my feeling is I WONT GO N ASK HIM TO BUY MY DAD NEWSPAPER COZ I DON WAN TO SEE HIM)
In reality, if i stay in office i must have things to work, so as usual i went into the store room move this n that, when i came out from the store i saw him was standing with other hotshoes staff and talking or discussing i don noe, then i saw him and look at him a while... and i start my work again.... after tat actually i jz saw his side face.... n i think he has look at me (haha)
And sdnly the scene change to my kitchen and W is inside and i tell her i am so angry tat Y i will meet him again somemore in Hotshoes... then W oso tell me about last time she oso like tat (coz W like to tell me her stuff with Hotshoes ppl)
Phone ring and I come bek to reality and start blogging here lah
The first thing i think is tat Y I WILL DREAM ABOUT HIM FOR ALL THE PPL!!!!Argh.....
Wat a weird dream rite... really cant explain
Actually, after the blog which i wrote previously i have meet him once in Valentine with my and his frens, then i have oso accidentaly meet him one time when i am in Malacca coz he oso from Malacca ma, it was happen during the CNY and when i say Hi to him he nvr gv me a damn... is hurt haiz
So after all this happen... i alwaz will think to miss cal him or call him out but i refuse to do tat... coz i am scare tat he wont reply me and ask me tat who am I.... so jz has to follow bek my own lifestyle.... STAY ALONE!!!!! wahaha
Anyway, wat is the message of this dream i have no idea but i think i wont meet him anymore, coz ppl tell me tat if sth happen in the dream and i say out, it wont be happen anymore and i choose to blog n say out coz i don think i wan to meet him anymore oso... coz i only see him for bout three times if let say i like him i feel ridiculous y not jz forget rite and leave a better life rather than thinking someone tat i really dunno, even a HI oso nvr say b4 wahah
Okay.... need to take shower.... Jasmine is here in joyee's house... so later wan to go have dinner with them
ciao
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