In Malacca

I hv found out that when i am in Malacca i am useless
I don't hv strength or inspiration to move my butt for anything

tot of finding some placement for my internship but it seems zero " weik weik "
while, besides this placement. i oso need to think of my DISSERTATION TOPIC
WTH... suppose hv an idea in thousand yrs ago but i manage to change a topic which is not tat difficult for me on finding information..... so my mind still HANGING " dingggggg dinggggggg "

Last thursday, Nadia, Kristi, Winda n Jasmine come over to my lovely hometown ---- Malacca
We hv a 2 nites stay in Century Mahkota Resort... It is a lovely place... when the time i step in i think of my high school life...Y ??? hehe...

i am in a dancing association for 6 yrs... n there's will be a so called CONCERT every yr in my high school as a celebration for the school anniversary... so evry time when after da concert we hv a stay or gastronimic satisfaction in a hotel for our complimentary....

So i still remember tat it was my 1st yr in da association.... we hv come to this hotel as i mention jz now for a one nite stay... It was fine n i was new like a blur sotong... alwaz follow da senior from here to there.... During the nite, we all sitting together in the room and start talking bout GHOST STORY ( i was so scared but i like to listen .... torturing myself nia) around 20 of us siting on the bed and covered v blanket, holding each others hand to release the fear... So Siao
till the early morning around 6 we went to the jetty ( now has dissapear and cover v some shit thing which wasting our's money) for sunrise.... the senior has tell us tat it was too early for it so we hv decided to go bek to da bed room..... end up we nvr wait for the sunrise

COME BEK FROM PAST

wah... everytime i think of the past... i really hv the feeling which has really telling me that i am still young.... wahaha.... i am young though but is not young as past.....
When we are young... we hope to grow up fast to be a success woman and has alot alot of money to handle everything.... when we young it seems so easy to be an adult.... it seems life is so wonderful if u r an adult...but " no no "
But now i am considered a half adult.... but i hope tat i will not grown up so fast and be still like a baby... no need to worry anything..... but i noe tat life cannot be rewind... so still need to go ahead.. is kind of contradiction

now i was watching an old school movie name" Richie Rich " it was a damn luxurious lifestyle i hv ever seen in my life.... McD in the house... Roller Coaster in the garden... Personal plane... wah if i am the Richie wat will i be thinking, cos he has to continues his fathers's business when he still a 12 yr old boy... he has no chance to hang around or be a mischievous boy like other same age children.... it still the matter of pros n cons.... so be a normal person better lah.... wahaha

Life is full of difficulty... whoever u r... watever u are u still meet all the complication of lifes.... as chinese we said human is " fan ren " .... so we need to be " fan " for our entire life .... so we jz do our best lah.... it is more happy to get sth that u work hard for it..... yo yo yo ..... life still wonderful without lots of money

..... ZZZZZZZzzzz.......