21st...

23rd Nov... Unforgettable day

morning went to Maya hotel for interview... but FAIL again... during the way home i was cryin coz i feel tat i am damn unlucky to get a intern....

come to kl sentral... sitting alone in da McD... havin filet-O(been long time nvr eat since i come to kl) and nuggets... tot of eatin can release my unhappiness but NOPE... i was strugglin for 1 n half hour to finish my makanan... during my makan... i cal julee n talk to her my situation and i cried again...

come bek around 5 sth... chit chat v my bro... he keep telling me not be too demanding as i asking my dad to get me a car as if i work in event management i need it... my bro is harsh n i noe feeling good and sad tat sometimes feel tat my family cant understand wat am i thinking and they like only thinking their own way ( not da car thingy but others)... i cried again

WAT a Damn 21st rite... I cried 3 times in my bday.... is quite a sad day for me.... i was not in a good mood for da whole day... but at da nite i still havin a party in poppy... was up side down my feeling

Nite

Thanx so much to all my frens tat celebrate v me

I hv held my party in poppy... the hot and pack club... so Nadia has keep rushing me for reservation.... so i hv make it 10 days in advance... hehe

It was fun and enjoyable day for me.... but still feel sad tat some of my fren cannot attend da party... but most of them has attend... it was touch and happy

it was so lucky tat da nite is not pack n our ppl has concur da whole club... tat was great... me and Nadia as usual stand up da speaker and dance... but da damn bouncer jz halau us down and tell us tat it is not allow to stand on da speaker.... duhhh, havin fun mah like tat oso cannot...boooo

i suppose to drunk but i didnt... coz i oso dunno y... but i still in HIGH mode wahaha
dance for da whole nite... entertaining my frens for dancing... chating and all sort of thingy lah...Hosting no choice.... wahaha (so mean)

but at the end of da party.... they are two of my fren drunk.... one of then is my best fren julee
wahaha.... ju u need to practice lo... wahaha

around 3 sth... the day has end we hv follow cars n meet each other in Horus... da mamak... makan, chit chat and play aroud... it was crazy....

after the supper.... me, jasmine and brian sitted on the beanch near da swimming pool... coz really not feel like goin home and i missing someone oso... so i tell the two of them bout my feeling... n jas has send him a msg tat i wan to drink with him ask him whether wan to join or not... i was thinking she will not dare to do this kind of thing... but i am wrong.... she dare n she send and he patah balik coz he has on his way bek to his hs liao....

when i was so happen keep talking v other fren who last joining us happily.... when da time i raise my head up i see him.... n da two of them ask so u still wan to drink and ask the other fren of my as well.... but he refuse to drink as he need to work da next day... so in my mind tat time is" RUN" so i jz follow my fren go home lah.... i am so scare and i think is not da rite timing... jas has cal me and my half way bek n scold me no guts.... but jas i dunno y i am scare n not yet prepare... i was regret coz it is really a damn good moment to express but i nvr... maybe is not da rite guy... even i still got strong feeling but ... haiz " i am sampat"

SO my nite is jz PEACE n have nth BOOM or FANTASTIC happen

but anyhow it was a great day.... n unforgetful day

at last... need to thanx wei lynn for loosing her clubbing vaginity to me and keong my best pals thanx for helping in arranging and collecting da money..... thanx to my this two fren.... we are UNWANTED GANG FOREVER!!!! love y'all

HAPPY 21st BDAY TO MYSELF