Been few days i am so so so moody... I think is bcoz PMS and i feel tat everything tat happen beside me or on me which will easily make me feel frastrated and angry... I am sry fren tat i nvr mean it... is really my mood totally go down...
But sometimes i think bek... y i willl be like tat? i am so dissapointed coz when i really care bout someone... but they will jz leave me alone... it is a hard feeling to me... and i think i hv no high EQ
I told Nadia B4 tat i am so angry with someone coz she nvr ever think of me sometimes when i am really alone or i needed help... but she tell me... maybe i am an independent person so ppl out there will feel tat i can still survive when i am alone... YES i understand i will still survive but still i am so sad... i need attention sometimes but there is no attention on me... i only can make myself happy lah.. wat to do!!! ppl will think tat i got lots of fren... but NO!!! truly tell u...
I and hui ling no more close like last time... sometime i wonder!! frenship is jz like tat? when be with u longer time only can talk to u???when seldom see each other no more conversation??? when u with others u jz left me out!!! i am really fras... really... but i cant tell anyone... coz they will not stand by my side and jz tell me... aiya... now she no more same class v u mah, sure seldom talk lo.... but y? frenship really jz like tat? I am really tired of this kind of relationship i really feel inbalance and i pity myself sometimes... i really feel it... is kind of hard feeling...
I am listening to ' Tonight i Wanna Cry ' by Keith Urban... it is meanigful and my feeling now is totally exactly same as the lyrics but not bcoz of realationship v lover but frens.... when i listen to it i feel emo... haiz...
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
oOOo
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Neway lifes still go on... sry for grumbling here bout my fren... it maybe coz of my atttitude and oso i cant control myself so my fren will leave me in short time sry for showing my fras here... but i feel tat only this blog is my best fren to talkbout anything tat is inbalance on me.... GOD N BLOG ALWAZ MY BEST FREN.... THANX FOR ACCOMPANY ME!!!
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way
Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
oOOo
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
Neway lifes still go on... sry for grumbling here bout my fren... it maybe coz of my atttitude and oso i cant control myself so my fren will leave me in short time sry for showing my fras here... but i feel tat only this blog is my best fren to talkbout anything tat is inbalance on me.... GOD N BLOG ALWAZ MY BEST FREN.... THANX FOR ACCOMPANY ME!!!
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