Shhh...

I am so tired to talk v my parents nowadays.... Since the day i start my work in the HohShoes
I keep thinking whether i hv da rite placements or not... i really dunno

Da fucking is damn isolated... everytime when i wan to go for work or come bek from work i feel like crying... i feel myself so sad n helpless

Evey morning i need to take cab to my office and it cost me RM12 for a journey and if i cant get cab i will kena potong by the stupid cab in front of my condo and it will charge me fro RM20... WTF rite!!!!
n when it is time to go bek... i am start struggling to think whether it is a cab for me as there is too rural to get a cab as it is a housing area and no cab will enter unless CALL.... well CALL doesnt mean tat it will be a cab for u... so when come to no cab.... i really goin to cry coz i need to walk till da kelana jaya station for 25 mins to get a stupid cab... and now it cost me another RM12++ ( it is a pick time as everyone is goin home).... somemore there is damn isolated... there has lots of squarter which is aiming ur purse and snatch wateva they can... FUCK !!! this is da info i get from my senior

My dad ask me to ask them whether can get a car pool.... PLS !!! EVENT no such thing... they will go home at 8 or even start another meeting somewher till da late midnite.... how am i goin to follow them???

All the money i add up is mthly payment for a car? y don u jz gv me a car for convinnience and it will be ok to drive( no practice no improvement).... My mom is the one alwaz ruins everything ... i understand tat my dad is planning how to solve my probs and there is a possibility he will get me a car... but now comes to my mum... she alwaz ruin da plan.... ALWAZ... n when she talk to me i jz feel like ignore her.... sry to say tat but i really feel hatred sometimes

Is there a CARE when i get rape or i hv died coz of a car accident and u will noe wat is SAVE wat is NO!!!!! PLS lah is too late to be CARE!!! i hv my back hurt... it was so painful but i nvr tell them a single thing it will not works... they will jz ask me to apply some chinese medicine... so watsoeva no need to tell n i will take care myself....

My sis cal me today n i tell her tat i slip and hurt my backbone and goin for sinsei as my bek start to pain till my back bone nerve is suffer when i am sleeping... Now my mom cal me n ask how am i ... I really feel to tell i am not goin to die is ok .... but i nvr i still respect in answering her OKAY!!! and wateva she say to me i can only ans EMmmmm..... tats it feel so fake to talk to her sometimes

I feel myself kurang ajar but HOW!!!! sometimes i really feel sad when they are not in my situation but they make da decision for u..... when come da main idea n they refuse to gv u a good solution but jz ignore it.... n start to think of their own solution again which will not hv an ANSWER till da day end!!!!! WAT DA FUCK

OKAY !!!! till here... i think this is da damn angry blog i have ever write!!! maybe u al will think tat i am not appreciative or i am too demanding.... but come n see da place i train is totally disaster and i SCARE!!! now i will try to get another palcement

Thanx Gelina so much she keep trying to help me up in finding a better place for me.... no worries i wil think of it and gv an ideal ans to u ya.... Thanx again

I am using pink in my words coz i hate pink